ok.. i've given up on american television.....
i didn't have a title for this but as i sit here writing i see a commercial for (i kid you not) "BLING it on". stick-on crystals to "bling" your stuff... no shit. i'm really at a loss here... don't believe me? it's only $19.95 for a 250 piece set of deluxe adhesive crystals. i've even got the number for you. 1-800-592-3388. swear to god.. try it out.... i mean, doesn't everyone need a little bling?
so anyway. i'm feeling icky. at first i thought it was a sinus infection as i am so very prone to them. and, as it's been a good month and a half since i recovered from the last one, it's high time i got another, don't you think? but the weather's been so good as of late that our whole house has been open and the whole outside world has come in... maybe it's just allergies. guess we'll see. the worst part is my throat. it's so swollen that i sound funny when i talk. very soon however i have an appointment with a doctor about getting my tonsils out. i'm so scared. don't know that i could ever explain all the ways it terrifies me, but it does. frankly i don't want to do it... but i know i have to.
still have so much on my mind and i know that that's not helping me feel any better (as i know for a fact my worry has made me sick before), but my mom surprised the shit out of me. there's a situation rapidly arising in my life that i'm very excited about but know most of my family and friends will frown upon at the very least. my mom asked me about it. i don't like lying to her (or anyone for that matter), and as i knew she would be getting the whole truth soon anyway, i answered her honestly. although she's done it with great subtlety, she's been very very supportive about the situation and my feelings about it. i'm so surprised and amazingly impressed. i just realized how wonderfully vague i'm being about this. i promise i'll stop being so cryptic soon.. but as things with this part of my life are still coming together most of the people i know and love do not yet know and can't until i get some stuff settled.. but soon, i will tell all on here; i promise.
work went well. this is good as i was feeling crappy and didn't want to be there.. in fact i almost called out. but i went in anyway and had a blast. got to work with a great friend and we got out of there at 12:06. a new record for me! woop woop!! but while i was there i got a very unexpected phone call. i suppose i should have expected it, but i didn't and it threw me a bit. not the person who called, but why they called. again with the cryptic.. i'll explain as soon as i know i can.
i suppose that's all for now... until next time (which should be tomorrow. you know why? you know why? you know why? cause i got a wireless internet connection. WOOP WOOP!!) much love to all; and be sure to ORDER YOUR BLING TODAY!
so anyway. i'm feeling icky. at first i thought it was a sinus infection as i am so very prone to them. and, as it's been a good month and a half since i recovered from the last one, it's high time i got another, don't you think? but the weather's been so good as of late that our whole house has been open and the whole outside world has come in... maybe it's just allergies. guess we'll see. the worst part is my throat. it's so swollen that i sound funny when i talk. very soon however i have an appointment with a doctor about getting my tonsils out. i'm so scared. don't know that i could ever explain all the ways it terrifies me, but it does. frankly i don't want to do it... but i know i have to.
still have so much on my mind and i know that that's not helping me feel any better (as i know for a fact my worry has made me sick before), but my mom surprised the shit out of me. there's a situation rapidly arising in my life that i'm very excited about but know most of my family and friends will frown upon at the very least. my mom asked me about it. i don't like lying to her (or anyone for that matter), and as i knew she would be getting the whole truth soon anyway, i answered her honestly. although she's done it with great subtlety, she's been very very supportive about the situation and my feelings about it. i'm so surprised and amazingly impressed. i just realized how wonderfully vague i'm being about this. i promise i'll stop being so cryptic soon.. but as things with this part of my life are still coming together most of the people i know and love do not yet know and can't until i get some stuff settled.. but soon, i will tell all on here; i promise.
work went well. this is good as i was feeling crappy and didn't want to be there.. in fact i almost called out. but i went in anyway and had a blast. got to work with a great friend and we got out of there at 12:06. a new record for me! woop woop!! but while i was there i got a very unexpected phone call. i suppose i should have expected it, but i didn't and it threw me a bit. not the person who called, but why they called. again with the cryptic.. i'll explain as soon as i know i can.
i suppose that's all for now... until next time (which should be tomorrow. you know why? you know why? you know why? cause i got a wireless internet connection. WOOP WOOP!!) much love to all; and be sure to ORDER YOUR BLING TODAY!