so the other night...
i fell asleep....
...when i woke up, i went to work. for some reason it was still dark and there seemed to be a lack of oxygen in the air, because breathing was hard and i felt lucky every time i successfully inhaled. i got to work and went inside. the air was better in there, like it was an artificial environment. the phones were gone, the cubes were gone, the whole "office" structure was missing, but it was still work. there was some type of reality contest. it seemed that one of the women in our department was pregnant. now, this is not all that surprising, every other month there's a new mom hitting the floor. what was different, was that this was the subject of our work goal for the day... we had to try to find the father amongst our co-workers.
we broke off into our various groups, most of which were 5-7 in a cluster, to find the father to be. i however, was a little off to the side because i was so shocked that this was the task for the day, so i did not join the frey. they had to send me off with someone though, so they paired me off with a co-worker and told us to join in the "hunt" as it were. well, we were incredibly unenthused, so we went into a conference room with a deck of cards. we sat on the table with our legs crossed and played cards all afternoon, every now and then hearing someone scurry past the door in hot pursuit. we got lunch together, just the two of us, and continued the hiding out, waiting for the end of the work day.
now, this coworker is someone i like as a person. he's a friend of mine and i could totally see myself spending a day playing cards with him, but there's never really been more than that. today however, as we were putting the cards away he grabbed me and slammed me up against the wall and he kissed me. i didn't want to be kissed by him and i struggled and pulled away, but still he kissed me. finally, when he pulled away, i was so suprised. firstly because he kissed me. secondly because he did it so forcefully. and thirdly because i liked it. i grabbed him by the shirt and pulled him back toward me, and as our lips touched for the second time, i woke up.
yeah, i know i should have started this off with "this is a dream i had", but no one warned me, i had to figure it out on my own too lol.
so now i just keep thinking about that dream. and about that guy. i've never had him cross my mind "that way", but now? there he is... i wonder if he really kisses like that.......
...when i woke up, i went to work. for some reason it was still dark and there seemed to be a lack of oxygen in the air, because breathing was hard and i felt lucky every time i successfully inhaled. i got to work and went inside. the air was better in there, like it was an artificial environment. the phones were gone, the cubes were gone, the whole "office" structure was missing, but it was still work. there was some type of reality contest. it seemed that one of the women in our department was pregnant. now, this is not all that surprising, every other month there's a new mom hitting the floor. what was different, was that this was the subject of our work goal for the day... we had to try to find the father amongst our co-workers.
we broke off into our various groups, most of which were 5-7 in a cluster, to find the father to be. i however, was a little off to the side because i was so shocked that this was the task for the day, so i did not join the frey. they had to send me off with someone though, so they paired me off with a co-worker and told us to join in the "hunt" as it were. well, we were incredibly unenthused, so we went into a conference room with a deck of cards. we sat on the table with our legs crossed and played cards all afternoon, every now and then hearing someone scurry past the door in hot pursuit. we got lunch together, just the two of us, and continued the hiding out, waiting for the end of the work day.
now, this coworker is someone i like as a person. he's a friend of mine and i could totally see myself spending a day playing cards with him, but there's never really been more than that. today however, as we were putting the cards away he grabbed me and slammed me up against the wall and he kissed me. i didn't want to be kissed by him and i struggled and pulled away, but still he kissed me. finally, when he pulled away, i was so suprised. firstly because he kissed me. secondly because he did it so forcefully. and thirdly because i liked it. i grabbed him by the shirt and pulled him back toward me, and as our lips touched for the second time, i woke up.
yeah, i know i should have started this off with "this is a dream i had", but no one warned me, i had to figure it out on my own too lol.
so now i just keep thinking about that dream. and about that guy. i've never had him cross my mind "that way", but now? there he is... i wonder if he really kisses like that.......