wow.. look at me not updating in ages.....
so... long time no see. been a really long last two weeks. in 10 days i drove over 800 miles for work. i've never been more tired in all my life. not sleepy, just tired. covering shifts in all these other stores. it's enough to drive me mad. on a brighter note i got to take my boyfriend to the baltimore aquarium to see all the fishes and sharks and dolphins. it was so much fun even if finding a freaking parking space was hell itself. but anyways...
i'm gonna be stepping down to part time and work by june 1st. it's just getting to be too much. my boss is still hurting me every chance she gets and it's just not worth it. i'll have more time off to get shit done and spend with my friends and family and less time there with all the shit and responsibilities. hell maybe i'll even be working in my own store more instead of covering stores two hours away. we shall see.
bought tickets to see episode 3 yesterday. 10:15pm on opening day. it'll be pretty niffty. i'm taking my boyfriend out for his birthday. i've never been the biggest star wars fan. don't get me wrong i like it and all, just never been really big into it. this will be the first i've seen in theaters on opening day though. i'm kinda excited.
so right now there's a minor war brewing in my home. between my mother, my boyfriend and me. ***huge siiiiiigh*** i hope it blows over very very very soon. he said something last night that scared the crap out of me. i wasn't afraid of him... but i saw a glimpse of something i didn't ever want to think about and up until now i hadn't thought about it. but now it's a constant fog in my mind.
i guess that's about it for now. to those of you who do not read my "friends" page someone posted something i found rather sad yet well written and i just thought i'd share it:
""there are setbacks causing delays for them and it is sapping the life out of her. every day that she puts that gold pin on i watch the light in her eyes dim a little more. i see it in her face. in her eyes. her eyes look old. like she has been used up and tossed aside. like litter on the side of a freeway. and everytime time a car zooms by it tosses her further away. i see her. i watch her. i've even stopped my car to try to grab her. but the cars are zooming by so fucking fast i can't catch her. she's just out of my reach. everytime i think getting i'm close, so close, but no, she's gone. she has such pretty eyes. they show her soul. they show her depth and heart. i'm supposed to sit in my car and watch this? or worse, be one of those drivers? ""
i'm gonna be stepping down to part time and work by june 1st. it's just getting to be too much. my boss is still hurting me every chance she gets and it's just not worth it. i'll have more time off to get shit done and spend with my friends and family and less time there with all the shit and responsibilities. hell maybe i'll even be working in my own store more instead of covering stores two hours away. we shall see.
bought tickets to see episode 3 yesterday. 10:15pm on opening day. it'll be pretty niffty. i'm taking my boyfriend out for his birthday. i've never been the biggest star wars fan. don't get me wrong i like it and all, just never been really big into it. this will be the first i've seen in theaters on opening day though. i'm kinda excited.
so right now there's a minor war brewing in my home. between my mother, my boyfriend and me. ***huge siiiiiigh*** i hope it blows over very very very soon. he said something last night that scared the crap out of me. i wasn't afraid of him... but i saw a glimpse of something i didn't ever want to think about and up until now i hadn't thought about it. but now it's a constant fog in my mind.
i guess that's about it for now. to those of you who do not read my "friends" page someone posted something i found rather sad yet well written and i just thought i'd share it:
""there are setbacks causing delays for them and it is sapping the life out of her. every day that she puts that gold pin on i watch the light in her eyes dim a little more. i see it in her face. in her eyes. her eyes look old. like she has been used up and tossed aside. like litter on the side of a freeway. and everytime time a car zooms by it tosses her further away. i see her. i watch her. i've even stopped my car to try to grab her. but the cars are zooming by so fucking fast i can't catch her. she's just out of my reach. everytime i think getting i'm close, so close, but no, she's gone. she has such pretty eyes. they show her soul. they show her depth and heart. i'm supposed to sit in my car and watch this? or worse, be one of those drivers? ""