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[belacmordecai]

But yes.. Im terribly sick to my stomach, but i dont think its because i'm physically ill.. Actually, i know its not. Im sure its from guilt. I'd like to say that Im very sorry to all of you, and i shouldnt need to say why... but i've now realized it was a terrible thing for me to do, and im incredibly sorry.. not saying anything was meant to help, but it's by far hurt more people than helped.. -_- i suppose i'll try to stay out of your lives for as long as possible.

if you care to waste 5 more minutes of your time.. Im working on a poem. (yes, its a poem now since it lacks all qualities of a good song.. :-P) Its a work in progress, so be forewarned, its mighty bad.

I tried to help you ease your pain,
But I only helped you find the vein
To tap and let your blood flow warm
And release your anger through a storm
of rage and resentment

I tried to sheild you from all the rage,
But all I did was build a cage
To hide you in--to keep as mine,
to display to all the passers by

I tried to softly let you down
But all I did was help you drown
yourself in a sea of sadness and self-loathing
To rid yourself of tattered dirty clothing,
To uncover your porcelin heart that Ive now broken.

:-\ yeah.. it sucks, i know. once again, im sorry for wasting your time.