May 14, 2004 18:57
yea...came home from school early again, coughing but this time i felt really dizzy and confused and disconbobulated and very very suicidal. which this medication is supposed to keep me from feeling...hmmm
anyway, everyone is at the concert right now and im home alone with my brother and my dad because thats the kind of loser i am. i was gonna get a ride to go with pete and katie and ryan but my dad wouldnt let me go.
the only upside to that soo far is that i got to see marco :o)
katie is awesome and i love her soooooo much and mendy beffffffffff too.
my dad is forcing soup upon me, and i dont want it because its hot and im not hungry...although i will be hungry once i get high.... hehehe
hmmm
cassie is here tonight yay!!!!!
i told my mom that i got the pot from sharon and she told my dad and my dad of course told sharon, so i told my dad that i lied and that i really got the pot from a friend and that i panicked when mom asked where i got it. so i just said sharons. so i called my mom and told her i "lied" when in reality i was lying about lying. now that everything has been corrected i may go about my usual buissness.
my grandfather is in the hospital, he had a mini stroke or something, he is in the hospital about every two to three months now, this is the grandfather who is giving me his car.... sigh. i do love him though. i hope he is ok.
and i miss dina
cassie just gave my flowers but they broke, but thats ok because they're supposed to do that.
hmmmmm
yea.....<3
siobhan