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I feel like my throat is disintegrating inside of me. It's horrible.
I'm tired and I have to get up early tomorrow.
But today was really great.
I got home after doing so-so on two finals.
I made breakfast & watched star wars.
I slept during which I was repeatedly woken by people calling for me & my mom.
I recieved a call for the Arts Alliance. It was some woman who's name I don't remember. She said to me, "I was going through the names of people doing Les Mis" & I didn't see your name on the list. I saw you last night in the play and I was astonished that you aren't doing it." And I was like, "Um, well I still don't know." And she's like, "Well it starts next Thursday, so you better decide quickly." So I guess I'm going to do it. It'll be something useful and fun to do for a month.
I woke up.
I went to the grocery store.
I bought hair dye.
I dyed my hair. It's pretty, and I like it.
I came home. I ate dinner.
I went to Charlie's house. Me, him, Emily & Rich had a wild party.
Or at least a minor tickle fight on top of me. Crazy gtz!
Then I came home.
Now I am here. Writing this ridiculous update.
#1. So, earlier I was thinking about how a couple of my friends are like going out with people or in love or whatever and I was trying to figure out if I was jealous or not. And just now, I realize how I'm not. I don't want true love, I want real love. Just love. And that love is everywhere, so there's no need to go searching for it. At least not now. I've got it. And I'm happy with it.
#2. If anyone of you ever feel the need to fuck yourselves up, please do not. I learned my lesson too late for that but what's done is done. I'm completely willing to listen to anyone who wants to complain. I won't tell you to shut up or be quiet because you're being annoying. Cutting is an issue but it's stupid and there is always someone who you can talk to. Hey guys, I'm crazy. You know that! I'll listen to whatever you have to say and I'll try not to judge you by what you say.
#3. I have a crush on New York City.
comments would be appreciated.
love,
Baurrrrrr!
I'm tired and I have to get up early tomorrow.
But today was really great.
I got home after doing so-so on two finals.
I made breakfast & watched star wars.
I slept during which I was repeatedly woken by people calling for me & my mom.
I recieved a call for the Arts Alliance. It was some woman who's name I don't remember. She said to me, "I was going through the names of people doing Les Mis" & I didn't see your name on the list. I saw you last night in the play and I was astonished that you aren't doing it." And I was like, "Um, well I still don't know." And she's like, "Well it starts next Thursday, so you better decide quickly." So I guess I'm going to do it. It'll be something useful and fun to do for a month.
I woke up.
I went to the grocery store.
I bought hair dye.
I dyed my hair. It's pretty, and I like it.
I came home. I ate dinner.
I went to Charlie's house. Me, him, Emily & Rich had a wild party.
Or at least a minor tickle fight on top of me. Crazy gtz!
Then I came home.
Now I am here. Writing this ridiculous update.
#1. So, earlier I was thinking about how a couple of my friends are like going out with people or in love or whatever and I was trying to figure out if I was jealous or not. And just now, I realize how I'm not. I don't want true love, I want real love. Just love. And that love is everywhere, so there's no need to go searching for it. At least not now. I've got it. And I'm happy with it.
#2. If anyone of you ever feel the need to fuck yourselves up, please do not. I learned my lesson too late for that but what's done is done. I'm completely willing to listen to anyone who wants to complain. I won't tell you to shut up or be quiet because you're being annoying. Cutting is an issue but it's stupid and there is always someone who you can talk to. Hey guys, I'm crazy. You know that! I'll listen to whatever you have to say and I'll try not to judge you by what you say.
#3. I have a crush on New York City.
comments would be appreciated.
love,
Baurrrrrr!