Dear Life
"We say of some things that they can't be forgiven, or that we will never forgive ourselves. But we do --- we do it all the time."
How very true. We justify and glorify our actions, values and beliefs, but at the end of the day, we just don't know.
I was reading my past entries and marvelling at how I bothered to pen (or type, in this case) every little thought down in the past. I was never very good at writing (and apparently photo-taking too, oh god the photos), but that sure didn't stop me. While most entries were seriously cringe-worthy, I must admit that I am nothing but appreciative of them now, 5 years on. How openly emotional and childish I used to be!
I'm glad that I can look back and laugh at myself now. If there is anything that I've learnt about growing up, it is that I am now so much more capable of controlling and hiding my emotions. I've come a long way from those sad and suicidal days, that's for sure.