a change
I'm tired of feeling this way, so in an attempt to feel better I have decided I actually need to do something. Lately I have been feeling like I am only being half of what I can be and my laziness has taken over my ambition. I'm ready to turn that around. I'm running out of time. I don't want to let all of me go to waste. I do have a talent, and I'm ready to find out what I can really do. I have to be strict. I have to be open and aware. I can't keep living my life the way I have been. It's time to change all of this and be all of me.
Things I most want to change are my habits. My daily habits. I sleep too much and excersise too little. I play on the nets too much and read too little. I don't draw or write when I want to. I put tasks and adventures off because of "something". It's time to take it back. I want to build my strength and character back up. I can feel bits of me starting to poke through the timid me, and I like it. I don't want to hide inside my shell anymore. I know I can do more, and I know I have a lot more in me that will go to waste if I don't use it now.
Things I most want to change are my habits. My daily habits. I sleep too much and excersise too little. I play on the nets too much and read too little. I don't draw or write when I want to. I put tasks and adventures off because of "something". It's time to take it back. I want to build my strength and character back up. I can feel bits of me starting to poke through the timid me, and I like it. I don't want to hide inside my shell anymore. I know I can do more, and I know I have a lot more in me that will go to waste if I don't use it now.