Apr 15, 2009 00:20
I haven't actually checked MY livejournal since, well, my last post.
but today i was reading it, and realized that anyone who has read my livejournal within the past year.. prolly has a pretty bad idea of me. lol not that i care, but since this just happens to be the SECOND time today i had to go to my livejournal, i might as well update..
im no where near as much "fun" as i used to be. apparently when you gain morals, you become super boring. no more Blank&&Blanks, seeing how if my friends aren't married, engaged, courthouse engaged, together for 3 years, they've been single for years. myself included in that list (sigh)
i no longer can even handle some of the liquer i used to drink (R.I.P Jager :( ) let alone party and get waaastttedd every weekend. im very thankful i even have a job right now, instead of average calling out saturdays.
coke is hell of a drug, and call me hypocritical, i find it absolutly disgusting. because i know first hand how it can effect people, and change saints into satan. you lose your stomach when you see someone do it in front of their baby.
soooooooo
all in all, i've changed completely. i wish i hadnt fucked up my 07 year. no regrets, i mean, i've come out of that storm stronger andwith some amazing people ^_^ and i got rid of my bests back then because when i "pussy'd out" on partying, they kept going downhill.
soo... uhh...
yeah.
:)