Mar 06, 2012 15:36
She and he went a long way back. After his family died, he becomes a really quiet boy; still too shock to make any sense of what happen. His life has turned upside down in a span of a single day and after spending two weeks in the hospital for head injury he is sent to the orphanage. He will sit in the corner silently while other children play around in the orphanage. Even the teacher had given up in trying to coax him into playing with the other kids. He wished he is as naïve and clueless to death as other kids his age so he can live in oblivious of his family’s death. Unfortunately for him he has always been a lot smarter than kids his age. His family death is too harrowing for him. His family left a scrapbook of glorious Technicolor images, nothing would ever fade: early morning bickering with Scott, afternoon of beautiful indolence, evening filled with laughter and fun games, his family warm smiles and gaze and their touch. He is alive but unable to cope with the agony. He feels like he has been torn apart. Back then he can’t imagine ever coming out of his grief. He trudged through the days as if he was blinkered and his ear stuffed with cotton wool. But then she brought sunshine into his life…
“Hi” say a shy, timid voice. It was a girl about his age. That alone is normal but she has beautiful light green hair. Even at the age of 6, Alex knew green hair wasn’t normal but it is beautiful. Her name is Lorna and unlike him, she has been here since she was a baby. Lorna proved not to be as shy as he thought she is. After the nervousness wore off, she become very talkative, she tell him everything and nothing, mostly about her and what she do that day. He is mostly silent but listened to everything she said. Lorna has a nice voice. He loved to hear the sound of her voice. When she doesn’t have anything to talk about they would just sit together in the corner, enjoying each other presence. Sometime Lorna will sing Jazz songs that she heard from the radio. She sang mostly love songs and sentimental songs. Her voice is beautiful. The heat that came from their legs touching is oddly comforting. They can sit together in silent for hours without getting bored. She was like his anchor, the one who help through his harsh reality.
He wondered why she doesn’t play around with other kid and asked her
“Why do you want to sit here with me when you can play with the others?”
Lorna bit her lip then told him sadly that the other kids don’t like her, that they always mock her hair and ostracizes her like she is something vile. They called her the green hair monster.
“I hate my hair! It’s green and…!” she said with teary eyes but he cut her off.
“I think your hair is beautiful”. She looked at him. Alex said it like he really mean it, like when people teach her the sky is blue and the grass is green.
“Really?” she asked in pure happiness.
“Really” he said tangling his fingers on her so soft, straight green hair. It is as soft as his mother’s silk dress. “It is…what the word is again?” he rakes his young brain. He remembered the words his father use to say to his mother before he peppered her with loving kisses.
“Aha! GORGEOUS” he said with a smile. “It’s absolutely gorgeous”.
He was surprise when she threw her arm around him and embraced him tightly, warmly. His mother use to embrace him like that. It warmed his heart and made him smile. He slowly embraced her back. Her hair smell of strawberries and it is nice. He has lighted up somewhat after that.
The first time, he start their conversation Lorna smile this amazing smile that cause a deep burning happiness, in the deeps of his body. At first it’s just a small red flame, barely flickering in the middle of the darkness. But soon it grew and grew as Lorna continues to smile at him. The small red flame grew forward and upward and in every direction possible, spreading through Alex’s whole body. A light happiness that seemed to change him, made his head clearer and his heart lighter than he has been since his family death. Now looking back, he realizes that is when he fell for her. After that, he is hyper away of everything she did. He knew her like he knew the back of his hand.
Lorna is a very possessive person. She always had been. Maybe it is because she had been shunned by all the other kids. When Alex started to make friend with all the other orphans she started to get very jealous and upset. She doesn’t like it when the blond started to play with the others. She is afraid that she will lose him.
“Lorna, come and play with us” he come to ask her the moment he saw her. “It is really fun”.
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“No, I don’t want to play with them. You come and play with me” she grip at his arm
He can tell how upset she is. He looked at the other kids then looked at her, smile and said
“Okay” he said. “Just let me go and tell them”.
The other kids don’t seem please that he ditched them for Lorna. Some of them started to mock her. One of the boys called her the green hair monster. Alex punched that boy, not caring that he was older and bigger than him. The boy hit him back and they started to fight. Lorna was surprise and scare. Their teacher came and broke their fight. She is surprise and angry at the children behavior.
Those idiot boys said they don’t want to friend with Alex if he is friend Lorna. Alex couldn’t care less about what they said. Not when Lorna is upset. He quickly comforted her. She asked him if he is okay and then hugged him tightly. Later, he tried to talk to her into trying to play with other kid. Surely not everyone is a bully. But every time she refused and get very upset.
“Did you want to play with them so much? Am I not enough as your friend?”
And just like that the blonde never mention it again, never play with the other kids again. After all Lorna is the only one he really need.
When they are 9, he bought her a matching set of bracelet that has the word best friend forever. That’s when she kissed him for the first time, a gentle peck of the cheek that made his cheek feel very warm and his heart beat faster for a long time after that. He still remembered how it felt.
“You’re my boy, Alex. You will always be my boy” she said shyly.
He still kept his precious bracelet until now just like he kept every memoir of her in his precious box. Birthday cards, gifts, valentine cards and pictures are also in there.
Alex is slow when it came to love and attraction. It is after that cheek kiss that he began to realize, he had more than platonic feeling for Lorna. Then it took him about a month to realize he is completely head over heel for his green hair Aphrodite. He began to think of the perfect way to tell her. He is scare that she would reject him, it would hurt a lot and made thing awkward between them. But she can’t reject him if he is being…awesome, right. He just had to find a way to be so awesome that she would began to see him in a romantic light. The only problem is he doesn’t know how. Lorna love romance especially romantic novels romance. And since he is not ready to confide on anyone, he search for it the only way he can, through reading. He considers giving her flowers like most stories. He is not much fan of flower but his green hair sweetheart will think it is romantic if he use flower languages. Sunflower or roses would make his feeling come across well. But he kept feeling it might not be enough.
Then he came across a book. One of the chapters was titled "SHMILY" which mean see how much I love you. It was a story of this couple who would write the word SHMILY on things for their spouse to find. Sometimes this word was written in obvious places (e.g. bathroom mirror) other times in hidden places (e.g. the flour jar). Lips curling into a huge smile, Alex know that he has found his perfect confession. It is very simple yet very sweet. He gave the book to Lorna and make sure she had read through the SHMILY chapter, to his relief she really love the story.
“I wish I had a passionate and devoted lover like that” his green hair beauty said.
The next day the green hair girl found that Alex had written the word SHMILY on every pages of her thick novel. Lorna cried and hug him tightly and unrelenting. She told him that she loved him too and he is the best thing ever happen to her. Alex’s heart filled with love for the girl in his arm.
‘You’re the best thing that had happen to me too” he whispered lovingly. There and then he decided he would never let go of her.
They were separated when she is adopted by the Dane family. She hug him tightly before she left saying she would never forget him. She gave him a quick peck on the lip and the words “You’re my boy, Alex. You will always be my boy. I will come back for you one day, I promise. Wait for me”. He held his tears until after she left. He stare at the spot he last saw her silently. Not a word or a flicker of movement from him. His eyes were blank and unblinking. Slowly his face began to crumple. His mouth drooped first, his eyes closed, and then tears crept out from under his lashes. They form into tiny diamond-bright droplets on his white cheeks, rolling one at a time. He once again lost the center of his world. The only consolation he got is the Dane seems like a very nice family, they will take care of his Lorna and give her more than he can afford too.
After Lorna is gone, the blond feel like there is a big hole in his life. He missed her dreadfully. There is a beach at the back of the orphanage. He and Lorna used to come there a lot. He loved the beach. The sand is almost white, the sea turquoise, so clear you could see right down to the bottom even in deep water. The sound of the wave is calming and refreshing. He would sit there, remembering their time together. Or he will read in silent like he and Lorna use too, imagining she is beside him the whole time. Sometime, he would read and doze in the sun, letting the peace and the beauty of the place heal and cleanse him. He doesn’t know if Lorna will really remember him like she promised or if she will come for him but he is sure that he will always remember her. All those memory of her are really special and he will hang onto them just like he hang onto the memories of his family.
Turn out Lorna doesn’t have to come back for him. He met her again at high school when he is on the way to class. He recognized his Lorna the instant she walked past him, his eyes lock on her. Even with her hair dye brunette there’s no way he can’t recognized his Lorna.
“Yes” she turned when he touched her shoulder and called her name. She stared at him as if she thinks she know him but can’t really remember and that alone make his heart soar high.
“Lorna, it is me, Alex. Your boy” he said nervously. Praying to every Gods up there that she would remember him.
Her face turned into a pleasant surprise. “Alex!” she beam happily and threw her arm around him in extreme happiness. “Alex” she hugs him tightly, warmly just like she used to.
The blond smile look like it is going to break his face and hug her tightly, unrelenting. He had missed her so, so much! He is disappointed that she has dye her gorgeous green hair brunette but he love that it still smells like strawberries and just as soft. This time when they kiss, he felt like the world revolves around him.
She was beautiful, no other word could capture her perfection. Her long brunette hair flicked and swished in the wind, shining in the sunlight and framing her gorgeous face in the perfect way. Her golden skin shone brightly in the sunshine, setting off her brunette hair beautifully. It also made her eyes twinkle and shine as well. Her plump pink lips complemented the warm color of her sun-kissed skin. She reminded Alex of long days in Hawaii with his family, lounging in the sun and soaking up all the heat. Her dark green eyes twinkled as she threw her head back and laughed, showing off her straight white teeth. Like he said, beautiful. Her body matched her face, everything in proportion and everything perfect. Her shoulders and arms were sun kissed and almost golden, her bones beneath them stretching her skin nicely. She wasn’t too skinny, but she was tall and curvy in the right places. Huggable and her long graceful limbs just itching to be rains in kisses. The girl of anyone's dreams. The girl of his dream.
He is happy to note Lorna has grown stronger, happier and more confident. She also had intelligence to boot which made her even hotter in his eyes. They have both grown a lot in these years apart. They were a lot stronger now. Unfortunately she is still very possessive when it came to him. He knew it as a fact after Lorna find out about his girlfriend, Annie. Let just said he found out how it feel to be scream at in public and to have cold water splash at his face. Worse Lorna just had to humiliate Annie too. And he has plan to break up with the gentle, kind girl gently too. He had quickly pulled her out of the diner. He tried to explain to her, tell her that he was just going to break up with Annie.
“You should never go out with her in the first place” she said angrily.
“You’re mine! You aren’t supposed to be with other people!”
“Of course I am yours, but we have been separated…”
She cut him off “So what?! I never had any boyfriend all the time we’re apart!” she huff angrily at him, eyes narrow into angry slit.
Shame and guilt burns brightly inside of him. God, he felt like a cheating husband!
“I thought you would do the same. Apparently it’s too much to ask for a guy to be faithful” with that she storm off ignoring Alex calling after her.
He nearly tore his hair out in frustration! Girls! He can never be frustrated at her for long and definitely can’t stand her being angry at him. So after that he tried being extra sweet to her. He had always been watching her since they were little and remember every single thing about her even the little stuff so it’s a piece of cake for him to steal her affection. He sent her a romantic bouquet of fragrant pink Stargazer lilies that are accented with pink statice and arranged in a clear glass vase., bought her favorite food (a cartoon of Rocky Road ice cream) and drink (strawberry smoothie), show her the box full of mementos of them in hope that past memories will soften her up (it mostly work! In fact by the way her eyes go all soft he knew she has totally forgiven him by now and just wanted to test him more).That’s okay, he would rid of every lingering doubt she has. Lastly he decided to write her something romantic, maybe a poetry or sonnet. Lorna loves those.
It seems he spoke to soon. He totally failed at writing good poetry or a sonnet. He has tried to write that many times over. As great as him with science, math and geography, he can’t write a beautiful poetry or sonnet if his life depending on it. So he settled for the next best thing. He spends a lot of time writing it. He wrote four pieces of letter to Lorna, listing every little thing he loved about her. The way she talks, joke, walks, smiles, laughs, sleeps, her hair, her eyes, her skin, the curve of her body, her cooking, her jokes, how charming she look when she is angry, how she scrunch her face when eating something she don’t like, Alex spared no detail. And the last three lines were; "I love you, I love you, I love you. I love you more than everything and my love grow each day" As an addition, he bought a Sunflower to send with it. Sunflower represents timeless affection, it is perfect to represent his feeling for her. He wrote on the tag ‘Like the sunflower always track the sun, my love for you is timeless’.
He usually doesn’t write mushy stuff but her reaction is more than worth it! She smiled her 1000 mega watt smile at him and pull him into an all consuming kiss that make his leg grow weak! GOD, HE LOVE HER SO, SO MUCH!
“I’m sorry too. I should never be beastly jealous of her but I just can’t help myself” she said apologetically.
“Hey, it’s all forgotten” he smiles warmly at her. Lorna always apologizes for her mistake. “I’m just happy I got my Aphrodite back”
Lorna smile and straightened his jacket.
“Just remember SWEETIE, you’re mine, FOREVER” before turning around and sway her beautiful hips while walking.
Alex being a lovesick, hormonal teenager watched her beautiful ass (cute like a plum) before following her like a horny puppy. He can never resist her! Lorna had him wrap around her fingers and he doesn’t mind at all!
After that he surprises her by giving her a bouquet of red roses with matching ring that have the carving of ‘A ‘heart’ L forever’ tied to two of the flowers.
He got down on one knee and said “See it as a promise ring. I’m only yours, forever. I promise”.
Her eyes glaze all over. “Silly like I don’t know that already”
And of course she peppered his lips with more amorous kisses!
Lorna bought him a silver chain necklace in return.
“I will always wear it” he smiled bright and warm at her.
“Then if I saw you without it, I will consider that you have someone else” her tone joking but her expression completely serious.
Of course Alex always wears it.
He was relief that Lorna don’t mind him having friends even with the girls (unless if they flirt with him). She has her group of friends too. It is his ex-girlfriend, Annie that she is wary off. Alex found out she is investigating his past relationship (girls sure is scary). He let it. He knew she is insecure and afraid to lose him. Beside he had dated lots of girl but he never had any serious relationship other than Lorna and Annie. Annie is his best friend and the only girl beside Lorna who really understood him. Alex is lonely and he belief that given time he could have love Annie. And maybe he had loves her a bit but it nothing compare to how he felt for Lorna.
Alex made sure to stay away from Annie while Lorna is around. He doesn’t want any more outrage especially not at poor Annie. He doesn’t think Annie will still want to be his friend if she did. It’s great that she got along fine with his friend and he doesn’t have to choose between her and them. If she did force him to choose between her and his friends, he would choose her. It would always be her, there’s no competition. He was her boy after all, always.
He wasn’t surprise when he found out that she was in the Astronomy club. She always loved to watch the star when they were little and Alex will watch with her. After she is gone Alex continue to watch it, it make him feel like she is there with him. He smiled when she told him, she love to go to the sea near her home to feel like he is there with her. He quickly agreed to sign in when she suggest that he join the Astronomy club. Any excuse to spent time with her is great.
They went to watch the star together at night. They brought her telescope and Alex carried it to the top of the hill.
“This is the Ursa Minor constellation…” she showed him once they look at the telescope.
“Also known as the Little Bear and Little Dipper. One of the 48 constellations listed by the 2nd century astronomer Ptolemy, and remains one of 88 modern constellations” Alex said with a smile.
He has started reading books about Astronomy after he sign into the club to have more conversation with her and not appear dumb. Both Lorna and him have a thirst for knowledge and appreciate intellectual conversation. She found his intelligent hot and he enjoyed making her all hot and bothers. Unlike most girls, she is not just after his look and he really appreciate that. She smiles her magnificent smile that he love so much
“Always come prepare, Alex. Been doing some digging to impress me?” she teased.
“You know I do” he admitted with a sultry smile.
“Okay, let’s see what you had. Do you know why they are called the little Dipper?”.
“Because their seven brightest stars seem to form the shape of a dipper, right” he grin cockily. He had all the information he needed in the back of his head by now.
“Here see if you know which star is which…” She looked at the telescope and directed it to a star.
He loved it when she challenged his intelligence. She then beckoned him to see. It is a beautiful, bright, orange star. He smiled at the beauty of it, mesmerized.
“Well?” she asked with a challenging gaze. Alex’ lips curve into a warm smile.
“It is the orange star Kochab. The next brightest star after Polaris” he said confidently.
“That’s all?” she said it like she expected more from him. How he love this girl. She made him want to prove himself.
“What do you know about it?” she asked. For her, nothing is sexier than an intelligent, hot man.
“KOCHAB a.k.a. Beta Ursae Minoris. Kochab represents the top front bowl star of the Little Dipper. It Bayer Designation is β UMi. Apparent Magnitude is 2.07. It is 16 degrees from Polaris. It distance is 126.4 ± 2.5 light years from Earth. It lies close to the Northern Celestial Pole, at the top of the bowl. Kochab is a cool, orange K4-III giant star. .It is 130 times more luminous than the Sun. Kochab has a surface temperature of approximately 4,000 K”
“Kochab and its neighbor Pherkad are both naked eye stars and are sometimes referred to as the "Guardians of the Pole". They served as twin pole stars, Earth's North pole stars, from 1500 BC until 500 AD. Neither star was as proximitous to the pole as Polaris is now. Due to precession of the equinoxes, the previous holder of the title was Thuban, and the next was the present-day Polaris. This succession of pole stars is a result of earth's precessional motion”
“The origin of the name Kochab is unclear. It comes from the Hebrew word for star, "kokhav",כוכב. Three thousand years ago, Kochab marked Earth's Northern Celestial Pole, but shifts in the planet's position have seen the Pole move away from Kochab and over to Polaris, thus the meaning of Kochab appears to be cognate with Arabic الكوكب al-kawkab "the star", short for الكوكب الشمالي al-kawkab al-šamāliyy "the north star" (lit. heavenly body), named when it was still the pole star.”
“In Chinese, 北極 (Běi Jí), meaning North Pole, refers to an asterism consisting of β Ursae Minoris, γ Ursae Minoris, 5 Ursae Minoris, 4 Ursae Minoris and Σ 1694.[3] Consequently, β Ursae Minoris itself is known as 北極二 (Běi Jí èr, English: the Second Star of North Pole.),[4]representing 帝 (Dì), meaning Emperor”
“Kochab is also about to go supernova. Of course, because the light from Kochab takes 126 years to reach Earth, it may have already exploded” he said the last bit with a shrug. Lorna look disappointed at the last bit for a second. At her look he quickly added “It is also said that perhaps one day we will look at the Kochab and see a bright flare of light, outshining all others for a time, and then eventually see a bubble of stellar debris become a new nebula”
Lorna smile at that. He always tried to cheer her up.
“Wow, I’m impress. A new member and you already know a lot more about it than I do” Lorna is really impressed. Alex always managed to impress her one way or another. She had totally struck gold with him.
“I have to, to get the rise out of you, don’t I” Alex turned his voice deeper, more seductive. “So do I get anything?” he cross his arms over his dangerously tight t-shirt that made Lorna immediately take notice, and he bat his eyes with a teasing smile and licking his lips.
She loved it when Alex is being sexy. She can already feel herself half arouse.
“Not yet, TIGER. Let see if you can recognize the other 6 brightest stars”
He seems disappointed but she knew better, Alex loved it when she played hard to get. He wouldn’t like it as much if she made it easy for him.
Alex managed to recognize all 6 stars and explain their detail. The last one he has to answer is the Polaris star, which he remembered is Lorna favorite star. It is a really beautiful yellow white star.
“Polaris also known as α UMi, α Ursae Minoris, Alpha Ursae Minoris, commonly North(ern) Star or Pole Star, or Dhruva Tara and sometimes Lodestar is the brightest star in the constellation Ursa Minor. It is very close to the north celestial pole, making it the current northern pole star. It is a ‘yellow white’ supergiant shining at 2.02 apparent magnitude. It belongs to the rare class of Cepheid variable stars. It is only a bit brighter than the Kochab. Polaris is about 434 light-years from Earth and is a multiple star. α UMi A is a six solar mass F7 bright giant (II) or supergiant (Ib). The two smaller companions are: α UMi B, a 1.5 solar mass F3V main sequence star orbiting at a distance of 2400 AU, and α UMi Ab, a very close dwarf with an 18.5 AU radius orbit. There are also two distant components α UMi C and α UMi D. Polaris B can be seen even with a modest telescope and was first noticed by William Herschel in 1780. In 1929, it was discovered by examining the spectrum of Polaris A that it had another very close dwarf companion (variously α UMi P, α UMi a or α UMi Ab), which had been theorized in earlier observations. In January 2006,NASA released images from the Hubble telescope, directly showing all three members of the Polaris ternary system. The nearer dwarf star is in an orbit of only 18.5 AU (2.8 billion km, about the distance from our Sun to Uranus) from Polaris A, explaining why its light is swamped by its close and much brighter companion” Alex explain without missing a beat.
“Polaris is a classic Population I Cepheid variable (although, it was once thought to be Population II due to its high galactic latitude). Since Cepheids are an important standard candle for determining distance, Polaris (as the closest such star) is heavily studied. The variability of Polaris had been suspected since 1852; this variation was confirmed by Ejnar Hertzsprung in 1911. Around 1900, the star luminosity varied ±8% from its average (0.15 magnitudes in total) with a 3.97 day period; however, the star's heat is at a low level. Over the same period, the star has brightened by 15% (on average), and the period has lengthened by about 8 seconds each year” he continue
“Research reported in Science suggests that Polaris is 2.5 times brighter today than when Ptolemy observed it, changing from third to its current second magnitude. Astronomer Edward Guinan considers this to be a remarkable rate of change and is on record as saying that "If they are real, these changes are 100 times larger than [those] predicted by current theories of stellar evolution."
“Polaris, the North Star, is an important navigational star because its position in the sky is almost exactly (within a few degrees) lined up with the rotational axis of the Earth. This means that no matter where you are on the Earth (so long as you're in the Northern Hemisphere) if you face toward Polaris you are facing North. Finding Polaris is an incredibly useful night time navigation technique that's helped everyone from the Egyptians to the Vikings found their way on the open seas. But it also is one of the easiest stars to find and can serve as a great entryway into the world of star gazing and constellations. In fact, locating it involves two of perhaps the three most recognizable constellations in the northern hemisphere. Locate the big dipper and trace a line to the North Star and you will locate the Polaris” Alex finished.
It is lengthy but it is Lorna favorite star so he had put more effort in remembering the detail. Her lip curled into a radiant smile and he felt triumphant. Maybe now he can get a snog or two!
Of course Lorna being Lorna just like to tease him by turning back to the telescope instead giving him his reward. Maybe she planned to wait until they parted ways. Typical.
“It is beautiful isn’t it? The brightest star of Ursa Major” she looked at it again with a big smile on her face. He thought it is dazzling. Alex smile, his annoyance disappeared. Just looking at her eyes shining with mirth and her smile lighten up her lovely face is reward enough. He wished he can stare at her like this forever.
“You’re even more beautiful” she heard Alex said and she still, her heart pounding loudly and her head felt dizzy. There’s it is again, Alex had said it in the same tone he has said her green hair is beautiful. He said it like it is an obvious fact that left no ground to argue.
“Alex” she turned at him. He is looking at her like she is the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. His eyes fill with love, overwhelming and sweet that Lorna’s feel like her heart is going to burst. His hand reaches up and caressed her cheek gently with the lightest of fingertips, worshiping the smooth, tan skin beneath it. His heart rises in his throat when he feels his beauty angle her face into the touch, her eyes closing. “Lorna,” he whispers with infinite amount of tenderness. His love’s eyes open and Alex is looking into those green eyes that have been burned into the back of his skull for so long. They’re bright, so, so bright, and they’re the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. For while he is blind to everything except those eyes.
“So beautiful” he leans in “My Polaris”. And it is a kiss beyond physical lust and hunger. This kiss is agonizingly tender and loving that it shook her to the core and left her eyes well up in tears. That is the time she realize she can never love Alex like he love her. No, her love is more selfish than that.
They are breathing hard after the kiss, forehead touching and looking into each other eyes.
“If I am the Polaris, what are you?”
“The Orange Star Kochab of course” Alex smiles.”It is only 16 degree away from the Polaris. Beside orange color suits me well. It represent warm and bold domineer”
“Yes it did suit you” she smiled. “My Kochab” they share another overwhelming kiss.
He did get his reward later. One hour worth of making out in the car before the parted ways. He counted it a huge success! They should go stargazing more often! He went back to the orphanage with a smile that look like it is going to split his face into two and sleep with the same smile, dreaming of his Polaris (Lorna), stars and intense make up session that lead to intense sex. He never came so hard in his life!
Their relationship is not exactly a romance movie relationship unless you’re watching a somewhat nerdy romance movie. Alex wasn’t exactly the typical bad boy. He has a thirst for knowledge and liked to read a lot. He did have a somewhat brash personality though never with Lorna. No, his tough personality is more of a defense mechanism. After all a lot of bully in his neighborhood would like to pick on a poor orphan boy like him so he had to have something to fight and scare them all away.
Plus he always wanted to be like his father so he pick things he remember, admire and love about him like martial art, fashion sense, songs, advise and many more.
Lorna is perfect for him since she is a very hot, intelligent babe with thirst of knowledge to rival his. They study date a lot and went to party or cinema or the beach at least once or twice a week. They wasn’t really good teenager though because where is the fun in that. No, there’s a time for having fun, a time to work part time job and a time to study. There’s no need to be a dork. Life need to have a balance after all.
They could be a little crazy or romantic some time like Alex climb up the tree to get to Lorna’s room’s window at midnight (after he secretly leave the orphanage the same way of course) and they would snuggle, talk, joke and kiss the whole night and Alex will be back at the orphanage before everyone realize he is gone. He would tell her how amazing she is and that he is lucky to have her at least once a day. They take turn making home cook meal for school. They drink alcohol and smuggle beer into their room and no one ever discover it.
He carried her bridal style to her bed after Lorna ‘fall asleep’ on his shoulder halfway through the movie they were watching. He know she is feigning it because she got bored and wanted be carry like a princess and to cuddled up with him in bed but he play along. Right on cue, she ‘wakes up’ and ask him to get on the bed with her. Alex crawls over to her and lays down, wrapping his arms around his Polaris. She is so soft and warm in his arm. Chuckling, Alex kisses her neck lovingly, and intertwines his legs with his Lorna. They're so close to each other, and he couldn't be happier. "Good night, Princess Andromeda." He just smiles and soaks in the warmth radiating from his love. It is just perfect. He wished moment like this will last forever.
He really misses those mornings where he would wake up to warm lips press so softly against his. He melted into the kiss and opens his eyes slowly to look at his Angel’s face. Alex’s lips curl into a smile and as he saw the face of his incredibly beautiful girlfriend staring at him with such loving gaze. His Lorna is a lot more beautiful than when he first reunited with her.
‘Was it possible for a woman to have eyes so radiantly green and glowing skin? Or did love make everyone look special?’
His fingers entwine in her hair, drawing her closer until they were as one. They kiss like they can’t get enough of each other until the need for air come.
Alex registered the breakfast tray at the small table beside his side of the bed. His smile grew.
“I brought you breakfast” Lorna smile affectionately then lifting the tray of food and put it in front of her lover. “Fluffy pancakes with strawberries and whipped cream topping and lemonade your favorite”
Alex rolls his eyes affectionate at the heart shape pancake with ‘L ‘heart’ A’ written on it with whipped cream. It is so sweet and sappy and it warm his heart.
“And look…” his love trail. In her hand is a beautiful red rose. “For you, my love” she said with voice full of love.
Alex’s stomach churn at the love that lace her voice. He took the beautiful rose and stare at it with deep happiness. His lips curl into a full ear to ear grin. He gently pushed the breakfast tray aside and pulled his beauty close and kissed her slowly. Lorna couldn't hold back a moan and it only encouraged him. The kiss grew deeper. They both panting heavily after they leaned back for air.
“Eat your breakfast” Lorna told him affectionately before ruffling his messy bed hair.
Alex will eat his breakfast with a face glowing with happiness.
Studying is a lot more fun and productive whenever Lorna is around. Nothing more intellectual simulative than when she promise him “I will give you 10 minutes French kiss if you get full mark on this sample test” or the more recently, “If you can finish this sample of last year test with perfect mark in 1 hour and 45 minutes, I will give you a hand job” she whisper to his ear, voice like drizzling honey while her hand snake to his cloth erection before blowing puff of air at his ear causing him to flush. Suffice to say he got perfect score.
There were things he keep a close secret though like when he went skinny dipping at the beach when Lorna and her family went on vacation for two weeks. Which is good, she will never allow him to walk around naked in public with how possessive she is. Alex like skinny dipping, it make him feel free walking around without clothes restricting him and he like all the attention he is getting from the babes. He wished Lorna would have come with him. ‘She will be angry if I even mention it’. But somehow Lorna found out any way. Did someone she knew saw him or she put a spy on him? Girls sure have their eyes everywhere. That’s the biggest fight they had (Lorna was the one who did most of the fight though), she hadn’t talk to him for two weeks afterwards and he is fucking miserable! After that he make sure to never skinny dipping again. It just wasn’t worth it.
Sure Lorna can be a bit demanding and difficult but he never expected to have a perfect relationship or a perfect girlfriend. He never expected anything in his life to be perfect because nothing ever is. It is just something he had learned to accept and be content with. As far as thing go his relationship with Lorna was more than he hope it could be. Lorna parent doesn’t even mind she is dating him, they are really fond of him. Sure some time he have to go shopping with her for boring hours but he get to make out with her as a reward for carrying her bags so it is a win. No, Alex never expected or needed his life to be perfect he just want the happiness he had now to last forever. He just doesn’t want to lose the people he loved the most again.
They are 17 when they decided to take a step further in their relationship. More like Lorna decided, Alex never mention it since he would never pressure her for anything. They waited until Lorna parent out for the weekend. Alex arrived with a twelve pack of beer to help calm their nerve. He is surprise to see Lorna when she opened the door. He stared at her intense for a little too long, taking everything to memory.
“Are you going to stare at me all day, or are you going to come in” she smiled proudly at the effect she had on his boyfriend who still couldn’t get his eyes of her.
“You have dye off your hair” he said itching to touch, to run his hand through and to sniff her gorgeous light green hair that he hasn’t seen for years.
“It’s a surprise” she smiled warmly. “You used to say how gorgeous and special my hair is so I thought just for this weekend. I will dye it back before we get back to school. It will be weird to have green hair”
Alex opened his mouth to protest but shut it back. She wouldn’t have listened anyway. His green hair Aphrodite is back for the weekend and that’s more than enough for him. He beamed happily following her in. His stomach churning with nerve a little when she directed him straight to her bedroom. She seems a lot less nervous about it than he is. He kind of wish he has more experience than this.
‘Nope, she will kill me if I ever did it with other girls in the past’
Lorna put on a porn film in her bedroom TV (he doesn’t know she watched porn but doesn’t question it. He could rent porn and watch them with her and then they could make love a lot next time!). They quickly settle on her bed, watching and drinking. It is really hot and wild porn. Did she like it like that? He is betting on making it slow and sweet. He has been taking notes while watching porn and reading article on how to make it slow, hot and sweet! What if she doesn’t want that? It made him even more nervous. He had read that 70% of women have never even had an orgasm during intercourse and…over 80% of women have never experienced a Vaginal Orgasm. What if he fails to bring her to orgasm? He would fail her expectation and leave her unsatisfied! Unsatisfied sex will hurt their relationship!
‘No, calm down. I have read enough sex tips article to help me get through this’ he just hope that the articles is reliable. "Beside Lorna love me too much to leave me"
Alex took a long drag of his beer and tried to focus on watching the porn for now. The heroine is really hot! She got huge tits, which he think might be fake but who cared, right. Fuck, his pant is getting painfully tight!
Lorna looked at him and then looked at his obvious crotch and smirk. Her green eyes are darkened and blown by lust. She turned off the TV and crawl into his lap, straddling him. Lorna grabs the back of his neck and shoved their mouths together, licking into his open mouth. It is a filthy kiss, dirty and heated, different from their usual kiss but Alex quickly complied, giving back just as well. He always gave her what she wanted, this is no different. Just another challenge he will surpass! She moans. The vibrations it causes thrill through Alex’s body and down his cock.
She broke off the kiss. He growl needy. She smirked, playing with his dark leather jacket and said “I want you to strip dance for me”
“What?” was Alex smart reply, head feeling dizzy from alcohol and the ardent kiss they just share.
“You heard what I said, I want you to strip dance for me. Seduce me” she ordered.
‘Seduce her? Like she isn’t arouse enough already’ he know better than to object though. The faster he complied, the faster he will have her. Beside this is her first time, their first time and first time is supposed to be special.
Grasping her finger delicately, Alex brought them to his mouth and kisses her knuckles lovingly. For a lingering moment, he held her finger in his warm, cupped palm before releasing her hand. His lips curl into lusty grin. “I’m going to make you so hard for me”
His gaze was predatory like an animal on a scent making and it made her breathless. The warm of his and still tingling on her skin and her heart is pounding. Their eyes held for a moment, pale blue and emerald and a flurry of unguarded love and lust shimmered in the air. Hotspur and graphic.
Alex got up and move to her radio. “I have never done this. You know strip dance” he said, trying not to sound nervous.
“Yeah, but you’re a great at being sexy. Come on Alex I have always wanted to see you strip yourself bare for me”
“Then, this for you” he smile and his eye gleam with determination, peering at all the cassettes to choose the right music.
“I already put the cassette in. A slow, sensuous music” she grinned.
“Always prepare, Lorna” he teased before steeling himself and hit the play button.
Music blared in the air. Like she said, it’s a slow, sensuous one.
Alex started swaying his hips slightly to the rhythm. He was wearing a dark leather jacket, a white T-shirt and jeans that fitted him snugly. His golden blond hair was in a mess, from when she tangled through it during the kiss, and his blue eyes glowed with fiery determination. If this is what she need, he will get her all arouse and leaking by the time he finished. He is going to have so much fun! There was a provocative grin on his face and he gave her a sultry wink. He was absolutely gorgeous and fuck, was Lorna horny.
Alex pulled off his leather jacket slowly and sensuously before throwing it aside. He ran his left hand down his chest, from his neck to his groin, his eyes fastened to Lorna, and the look of delight on her face. Lorna’s pussy leaking as Alex gripped the edge of his T-shirt, tugging playfully at the material so that it momentarily clung to his chest. He kept his eyes lock on her all the time.
Lorna wished she had another bottle of beer. Her throat was dry and she was hot. Hell, Alex hasn't even taken his T-shirt off and Lorna was already achingly aroused. She got harder at the thought of seeing that naked, naked form, so tall and fit, molded by years of sport and learning martial art into a perfect body of everyone's wet dream.
Finally, Alex slowly lifted his arms, carrying his T-shirt with him, hips grinding sensually to the beat. At the first sight of smooth skin, Lorna took simultaneously deep breaths, licking her lips as she stared at the taut abs bared. Her tongue wanted to lick every inch of that wonderful milky white skin, to trace the ridges on those muscles, grip those thrusting hips.
Soon though, Lorna's breath caught in his throat as Alex revealed his wide chest, completely hairless and that same pearly white skin, the small nipples pink and taunting Lorna from her position.
To Lorna, his entire world narrowed down on Alex at that moment. Alex was swaying his hips to the song, not really dancing, just following the beat with a thrust to the right, then to the left. His body as soft as silk. Alex pulled the T-shirt completely off him, his grin wider and his hair even messier as the T-shirt was removed. Lorna's heart accelerated and her fingers clenched on the mattress. God, how could Alex look so adorable and so sexy at the same time?
Fuck, she is really, really arouse now!
Alex stopped and pressed his finger firmly to his nipple, tugging and rubbing while he enjoyed the effect this had on Lorna. She can’t help but moan in pleasure. Lorna's mind was going blank again as their eyes met again. Alex smirked at her like he knew how arouse she is. Heat pooled low in Lorna's abdomen as her eyes were helplessly staring into Alex's own. No one should have eyes like that, so blue, so vivid, so alive. Lorna was certain that Alex must be partially drunk, but his eyes were clear, lucid, and molten. He is looking at her with hungry, wanting eyes.
Alex's eyes bored into Lorna's, pinning her to the bed as if they were force beams of desire. The teen’s blonde hair fell around his face; his eyes narrowed into intense amber-blue slits, and he seemed to take himself from everything but the gaze of the one he loved.
Alex let his T-shirt fell to the floor. Alex’s right hand moved up starting from his thigh, over his hip, to meet the fingers of his left as they hooked into the top of his jeans. Lorna groan, it is all she can do to not start to finger herself. No, she will leave that part to him! Alex’s grin got wider, parting those rosy lips and showing his perfect pearly teeth.
Lorna's surroundings faded until she knew nothing else but her arching pussy and her boy watching her, stripping himself slowly. Alex was undoing the button on his jeans, eyes intent on his green hair sweetheart. The air between them crackled and it flowed over Lorna's skin, heightening her awareness. His eyes still glued to Lorna’s, Alex reached a hand forward and slowly began to massage his crotch through his pants. The girl can’t help but let out a whimper of arousal that make the blonde grin grew larger.
Alex grasped at the zipper, pulling it down and the sound was terribly loud amidst the beat of the music. Lorna wrenched her eyes away and let them fall to Alex's groin; her pupils dilated and glazed over with lust. She could feel with every cell in her body that Alex was still staring at her with that same predatory, ravenous look just for her.
Alex's thumbs hooked on the inside of his jeans, slowly inching them down over his slim hips, so slowly, so very slowly that it was torturous and Lorna wanted nothing more than to order him to hurry it up. There was an obvious bulge that Lorna wanted to see. Her mouth watered at the thought of seeing Alex's cock and her imagination skyrocketed as she imagined the thickness, size…taste…. Okay, so she knew he is big she has given him a hand job before even though it is through his pants.
Lorna licked her lips, chest rising and falling quickly at every excited breath she took.
A smirk graced Alex's face, with just a hint of the inebriation the young man was under, as he bent his upper body as he pushed his jeans down his legs. But his eyes never left Lorna's, holding them captive and lighting sparks within the girl, causing a fine shudder to race through her.
Alex still bent at the waist kicked his jeans away. Then with a sultry little smile, Alex slowly straightened to proudly reveal his completely nude body to her. His eyes asking her how much she love what she sees?
The entire world melted away and all Lorna’s heard was a distinct buzz that roared in her ears and all she sees is the naked, blonde god in front of her. Her eyes greedily took in every bit of his luxuriously beautiful form
There he stood, Alexander Summer, The handsomest boy at school, the prodigy bad boy, Swimming team star and her FIRST AND ONLY LOVE, HER BOY, naked for her to see. And fuck was Alex gorgeous. The firm muscular but not overly muscled build, wide chest and long legs, his gorgeous face with the hypnotic voice and golden hair. She can’t wait to get her wicked way with him! She will cover his whole body with her scent, marking him!
Her eyes devouring Alex's nude form, lingering on Alex's impressive manhood. To Alex delight she jumped off the bed, her green eyes smoldering. She grabbed his hand, quickly pull the laughing blond and push him to bed. He counted it another job well done! She is so glad he is already naked or she will tear his clothes of! Growling, Lorna climbed atop him, straddling her boy. She attack his mouth like a starving man before started tearing her clothes of, desperate for some skin on skin. Alex groaned his approval. Alex let his eyes roam hungrily over her delectable body, revealing in her beauty. She is fucking gorgeous! By now, Alex decided he absolutely love this wild side of her. How could he not love every part of the girl he loves?! They can have wild, monkey sex everyday if she wanted too.
Lorna roughly pressed her soft lips against his igniting the flame of his passion even more. He ravenously pressed his lips against hers and invaded the hot recesses of her mouth. She matched his ferociousness with her own intensity. Her hands fisted in his tousled blond hair and she loved the snarling groan Alex made with every minute tug.
She gasped for breath as Alex began to kiss a trail down her neck to her breast relishing the feel of her flawless tan flesh. He pinned her to the bed and kiss her with such fervor knowing she enjoy him dominating her.
A small growl formed at the back of his throat as she scraped her nails over the naked flesh of his chest. She dug her nails into his back as he kissed and sucked between her neck and shoulder, breaking the skin and drawing blood then soothing it with his tongue making her moan in pleasure.
The blond lower his head, taking her nipple into his mouth. He could feel the heat between her legs, the scent of her cunt making him harder. He watch for a moment as her head shook back and forth slightly, eyelids fluttering madly. Lorna splayed her legs slightly and her scent intensifying.
Alex let himself be completely run by carnal interests-wasted no time before burying his face between her legs. A brief shocked shout escaped her and her hands gripped his hair as he devoured her. Alex ran his hands down her thighs, lifting her up into his mouth before trailing to her inner thighs, spreading her wider, granting his tongue and teeth easier access. He felt her tremble, her body quaking and spasming as he sucked and tongued her. Using his fingers to spread her swollen, wet vulva he gently sucked her clit with his teeth, trying to find just the right amount of pressure to make her entire body convulse violently and succeeded.
“Alex! Oh, god, Alex!” she ripped at his hair, pulling his head up away from her; he looked up into her face, both of them gasping and barely coherent; she was shaking hard, tears sparkling in her eyes. He went to lower his head again but she kept his hair tight in her fist. “No, oh, no, I can’t take it anymore….it’s so good, it’s too much…”
Alex pulled himself up to his knees, sliding over her as he licked her off of his lips. She raised her arm lazily, wiping the remaining juices off of his face before pulling him down to meet her lips. Alex groaned against her mouth, electric currents coursing through his body. He wanted her so, so bad! Thunder shattered the sky outside her room, matching the intensity of their desire. Alex pulled away from her mouth, trailing his lips downs her neck.
“Tell me what you want, Lorna, “he whispered lovingly against her skin.
“I want to touch you, Alex,” she gasped, placing her hands against his shoulders, pushing him up and back against the mattress.
“Oh, yes,” he sighed, leaning back on his elbows; she ran her delicate fingers down over his stomach, her nails trailing over the cut of his hip. She flattened one of her palms and rubbed his pubic area, making him shudder. She ran her fingers through the thick thatch of curls, feeling the heat of his painfully hard cock. Her fingers worked Alex into an intense frenzy and he could no longer stop himself from stroking himself.
Lorna licked her lips at the sight of his loss of control; reaching out, she pulled his hand away, wetting her lips before taking his length into her mouth. Alex gave a soft cry, his breath shallow, as he felt his cock hit the back of her throat; he ran a shaking hand through her hair, revealing her face as she moved quickly and rhythmically up and down.
“Oh my…fucking God, Lorna-!” he gasped, his hips spasmodically thrusting up into her mouth.
Lorna gasped and moaned around his cock, the fullness sending tremors of pleasure through her body. She pulled away, gasping frantically, her hand continuing the stimulation her mouth had just been supplying. She looked into Alex’s face, saw the pure bliss there and smiled to herself. She sucked him hard.
Alex silently screamed, his back arching, hips flying up slamming his erection down the girl’s throat. Lorna closed her eyes tightly as she tried to relax her throat, her hands grasping Alex's legs, nails digging into the porcelain skin. Alex began thrusting desperate for release. And Lorna was willing, her eyes glinting with a knowing glint, mouth waiting and wanting to taste all of her boy. Every last bit that he could give.
Pulling back Lorna pressed a hand to Alex's swaying hips, stilling their movements, ignoring the whimpering boy under her. Smirking, Lorna began to. deep throating him. Hands stayed pressed to the pale hips tightly, tight enough to bruise the flesh, as she began to slowly deep throating him. Alex got the message and tried to stay still and give control to her.
Slow and gentle, not enough for Alex to find his release, but enough to tease him. Which it was doing. Badly! Moaning Alex grasped the sheets under him, his feet planted on the surface under him. It is all he can do not to thrust down her throat and ruining whatever she plan for him. Alex cried out, his head falling to the side. Gasping, eyes half lidded, he watched his green hair Aphrodite lick and suck at his erection, tasting every bit that she could.
Pulling away Lorna smirked. Alex let out a needy groan at that. Licking her lips Lorna smirked, hair falling over her eyes, giving the girl a predatory look. "Alex, I want you to touch yourself while I pleasure you."
Alex moaned deeply as his hands complied to the request. Slowly his hand tracing a light circle around his navel before traveling back up. His left hand slid lightly up to his erect nipple, his fingers tracing it, ghosting the sensitive flesh. He let out a moan of pleasure.
Lorna smiled as she bent back down and once again deep throating her lover. Moaning Lorna bobbed her head, her tongue tracing around the tip before plunging back down again. Fingers traced and cupped the blonde's balls, massaging them. Her fingers lightly tracing her lover's thighs.
Alex moaned deeply. His back arching as his hips thrust up, pressing his erection deep into Lorna's inviting mouth. His fingers tweaked his nipple harshly as he cried out, his pleasure coming faster.
Placing her hands on the bed, Lorna looked up, her eyes veiled in green hair. Smiling Lorna watched Alex as her boy started to thrust faster. Alex cried out as he pulled his hand away, grasping the bed sheets tightly with it. Moans fell from the blonde's mouth as he thrust into the girl's mouth, his climax coming fast and hard.
He suddenly felt like a fiery energy flow through his body, making he felt scorching hot!
“Ahhh!” he screams as if burn. He barely heard Lorna screaming in pain. His eyes widen and he quickly scrambled up to her. “Lorna!”
Lorna is trembling in so much pain. Alex’s boiling come had pour down her throat and it hurt too much! Alex looked in complete shock as Lorna’s mouth and her chin burn from his cum.
“Lorna, you okay?!” he move to touch her right arm only for her face to contort in huge agony. She would have screamed but hardly any sound is coming out from her injure throat. She pulled back in shock fright!
That is when he noticed a red energy covering from the palm of his hands to every part of his body he can see like burning fire, even the part of his body he can’t see like his face is burning up. It shocked the hell out of him. His body! His body! NO! THIS CAN’T BE! HOW COME?!
A painful whimper broke him out of his shock.
‘LORNA! GOD, I HAD HURT HER!”
The girl is trembling and crying in pain!
‘GOD, what had I done! I burned her face and arm!’
He felt the energy within his body slowly dissipated and the red energy at his palm and the rest of his body disappear.
“Lorna, I’m so sorry!” he quickly went to help her only to have her whimper and pull away in fright.
Seeing her look so frighten of him broke something in him.
“…I will go and call for an ambulance” his voice broke before he quickly went to dress and went downstairs. He would tear himself out for this later. Right now, he has to be strong for her!
The ambulance came and took her. Alex go with them, he doesn’t make a single sound other than breathing. The weight what has happen started to press heavily on him. He felt suffocated.
‘What has I done?!! Will Lorna die?! Will she become mute?! Will she be scarred for life from this?! What will happen to US now?! Why did my body emanate red energy?! Am I a monster?!’
Alex waited hours in front of the emergency room. He is breaking with every second pass. He can’t belief that he had nearly killed her. He had made her swallow his boiling come. She could have died?! He could have turned her mute!
When the doctor came out of the emergency room, he quickly went to him. The doctor said that Lorna is out of danger but it’s unclear whether she can still speak.
Tears stream down from Alex’s cheek. He is so relieve that Lorna, his Lorna is save!
He vaguely heard the doctor ask him what had caused this. He couldn’t answer him. He doesn’t know what to say. No one would believe him if he told them what had happen. The police come and question him. Still he keep his lip is lock tight.
To his immense relieve, Lorna doesn’t become mute. Alex has been arrested a few days later by the police who had informed him that Lorna had revealed his crime. Alex doesn’t even resist. He deserved it. He just wished he can see Lorna one last time even though she probably thought he is a monster now. He was put in prison. The ground disappeared beneath his feet at least that were how Alex felt, he just went to his knees. Alex looked down and saw the ring on his finger. The ‘A heart L’ carve at it bring such sadness to him. He pulled the ring out of his finger. ‘I suppose we are just not meant to be together’ his heart breaking as Alex clutch the ring in his fist tightly. He has half the mind to throw it away but couldn’t bring himself to so he keep holding it in his fist. ‘You’re my boy, Alex. You will forever be my boy’ Lorna voice rang in his head.
‘So much for forever’. Tears start to fall from his eyes unbidden. Nothing he loved more than anything ever last forever. His family and Lorna.
Later he wore it at the chain around his neck.
nc 17 slash