rain

[beingyourmisery]

so today was just, weird. people are all grouchy b/c they are sick. i went back to sleep at woke up at 12pm. bill called, i went over to his house. we woke daniel up. went to walmart. then to daniels. hung out. daniel bill and i went to pizza hut and ate, all these guys from a big bus ALL drank mountain dew....it was creepy. go to walmart to pick up pictures. back to daniels. we watch be cool. we get restless and do random shit. i was shooting the beebee gun (thats so spelled wrong) and stuff. i make pancakes!!!!!!! it was awesome. it rained most of the day. i dont like the rain unless i am playing in it and i didnt. ugggg. i am right here waiting for you. i have been for almost half a year now. cant you see me waiting? all i want is you and no one else. i am so tired of all these guy friends, i want a boyfriend damn it. i am really going to try not to talk about it anymore. i am here waiting for you, and if you dont take it....then its your loss and your fault. its like just me and you standing still staring at each other and the rest of the world is just in fast forward...i cant see anyone else. just you. gosh thats corny. why cant things just be simple? i dont want anymore drama and yelling and fighting and over dramatizing every little thing. its ridiculous. all i want is to hang out, have a blast and not worry about what happens in between. fuck is it sad that all i want for my birthday is you? b/c thats all want....and its going to suck if i dont get you. pshh, i wonder if you already have your eyes on another girl.......... or if its still me.



those were the ugly ones




gta obessors



thumbs up for pancakes



washing washing



bill tried to make a penis...it didnt quite work



my penis so won



haha its done!

i am so lame.