B+

Mar 24, 2005 17:18

There's this really cool site that I found while looking through my favorites with all Fair Trade shit on it. When I grow up and I'm rich, I'm going to buy stuff from it. I contemplated sending Amanda a corporate basket from it and cancelling the orders I placed for her birthday stuff, but I don't think she'd like me that much if I did that... That's ok though. I don't love her. We're through. We broke up before break because I just can't love what she's become.

I need help. Mentally.

Before we got our midterms back in Global Urban Politics today I could not breathe and my heart was racing. I think I almost died. Then I got an 87, so I calmed down. But I was still mad because I don't think an 87 should be a B. It should be a B+.

I got my transcripts from THS today in the mail but I don't think that they are official because no one signed them/stamped them. But dammit, I've gotten the scholarship for the past two years so they shouldn't even need the high school transcripts. I got a lot of B+'s in high school. I really didn't do that great... But my final rank was 8 out of 342 instead of 11 of 317. I think that's funny... You know why? I ended with a C+ in Calc. And I went up. That means people in the top 10 kind of slipped more than I did. I also didn't get above a B in high school math. That's why I took fake stats and got a B+ in college. Oh Intro to Technology how I hated using those machines that could cuts limbs off. Oh god fucking Composition. That was horrible. Ugh. I hated fish man with a passion. I can't even remember his name... The asshole didn't like Lit Mag days either. Looking at this makes me laugh because I remember my classes... Like Mrs. Buck threatening to kill a kid for messing up the printer. And PING in HONORS College Economics. If I was admitting people to my college and their transcripts looked like this, I wouldn't admit them. Wow. This is really bad. And it's not like I'm doing better in college, I just feel like people made me think I was smarter than I really was. Or maybe I should have tried. That probably would have eliminated some of the B+'s.

The Good Life is really fucking depressing. Oh Tim. You depressed little man. I wouldn't divorce you if you married me.
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