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+ sat outside all day
+ flew a disney princesses kite
+ walked for a long time
+ read nausea for two hours
+ rode around outside manor on the back of a golf cart
+ played body bumper cars on the benches
+ laughed until tears came
this has been the best sunday ever. it was so beautiful outside! and i did some homework, which i almost never do on sundays since i dont have monday classes. but i should do. so it's good. that i did.
i only have an hour left of work and then aram and i are going to bake and watch the amebix dvd. awesome.
also i talked to him and told him that bullshit i was fearing: like, what's going to stop him from pulling the same shit he did last year around this time? and he pulled me so close and said "i'm here, i'm not going anywhere." he said he loved me and he was here for me and this year wasn't last year, and so much had changed. i know it, i know all that, but it's good to hear it. really really really good to hear it. he makes me laugh a lot. i like him so much. i wish i didn't worry so much. maybe springtime will help and not hurt? being outside for so many hours makes everything seem alright.
we're going to philadelphia next weekend for passover with my family! we're going to make vegan matzo-ball soup. mmmm delicious.
ohhhh lordy lord i need to find a job for this summer. also i need to enroll in classes. damn damn damn. i am not on top of anything. also i didn't work on my novella at ALL this week.
I AM ULTIMATE FAIL AT SCHOOL
at least i'm doing my reading for next week. i got so much done today. that feels good.
my throat feels shitty and the only tea the academic resources center has is orange pekoe black tea and i don't like it at all but i'm drinking it anyway even though it's bullshit tea and i'm really not fond of it at all
and so on
god the internet is boring right now. i'm going to play tetris.
+ flew a disney princesses kite
+ walked for a long time
+ read nausea for two hours
+ rode around outside manor on the back of a golf cart
+ played body bumper cars on the benches
+ laughed until tears came
this has been the best sunday ever. it was so beautiful outside! and i did some homework, which i almost never do on sundays since i dont have monday classes. but i should do. so it's good. that i did.
i only have an hour left of work and then aram and i are going to bake and watch the amebix dvd. awesome.
also i talked to him and told him that bullshit i was fearing: like, what's going to stop him from pulling the same shit he did last year around this time? and he pulled me so close and said "i'm here, i'm not going anywhere." he said he loved me and he was here for me and this year wasn't last year, and so much had changed. i know it, i know all that, but it's good to hear it. really really really good to hear it. he makes me laugh a lot. i like him so much. i wish i didn't worry so much. maybe springtime will help and not hurt? being outside for so many hours makes everything seem alright.
we're going to philadelphia next weekend for passover with my family! we're going to make vegan matzo-ball soup. mmmm delicious.
ohhhh lordy lord i need to find a job for this summer. also i need to enroll in classes. damn damn damn. i am not on top of anything. also i didn't work on my novella at ALL this week.
I AM ULTIMATE FAIL AT SCHOOL
at least i'm doing my reading for next week. i got so much done today. that feels good.
my throat feels shitty and the only tea the academic resources center has is orange pekoe black tea and i don't like it at all but i'm drinking it anyway even though it's bullshit tea and i'm really not fond of it at all
and so on
god the internet is boring right now. i'm going to play tetris.