Jan 29, 2007 23:38
a. exboyfriend drama. "maybe forever" my ass. what is it about the guys I date that they don't really seem to understand the concept of breaking up? don't people ever just agree not to see each other and not be friends and just forget the other exists anymore?
b. "land down under", men at work.
c. boy drama. nothing for two days makes me nervous, and I can never tell if I'm overreacting or if that really is a long time.
d. I get to shower tomorrow. finally. maybe I'll feel vaguely more human after that.
e. I keep telling myself I should write while I have all this damn time off, but I haven't yet. I tend to do most of my writing in the wee hours of morning though, so maybe the later hours will prove more productive. my vicodin haze should have subsided somewhat by then.
f. I don't know, I'm just grouchy. there are at least two people I want to talk with, but neither one is answering their respective cell phones. it's entirely possible that by "grouchy" I mean "lonely", seeing as how it's been two days since I had any sort of actual human interaction. it'll probably be another two before I have any at all. that's kind of sad, right?
g. listening to love songs right now is depressing on a whole new level.
I need a hug. you know? that's honestly all I want in the whole world right now. that, and maybe a popsicle of some sort.