whoooooah
LOL first post in like 2 years or something!!!
Well, a lot of updates:
1. Still with Seb, happy as ever. We're going on a romantic outing today....to the lieberry.
2. I don't hang out with people as much as i used to. My feeling is that i havent the energy or the patience to deal with anything too much right now.
3. i am DESPERATELY searching for a job.
4. i owe my dad 25-30$ in pot.
5. I thought i would have a job by now but i don't so i'm not going to metallica with seb and my brother, which makes me feel like a fucking failure. I promised them even if they didnt have the money that i would, but clearly i won't.
6. My therapist tried to break up with me. She said, "if you don't make some progress in the next few weeks, we'll have to really re-e
valuate your position."
7. I told her I was sick of this "pot addiction and use" thing. ITS POT NOT FUCKING HEROIN
8. have been trying to get my community service hours.i like it, im at Cambridge where i mark grade 6 journals and spelling and talk to their teacher like an old friend.
9. my emotions have been rapidly cycling/changing at any given moment. sometimes i don't even want to write in my diary because it seems i'd only get part way through writing how i feel when it will suddenly change again.
10. im liking this list making thing.
11. AWKWARD SILENCES ARE THE SHIT OF ALL EXSISTENCE.
So apart from that, art hasn't been too progressive. I got some fabric paints so i can do stencil shirts now.
wtf, no spelling suggestions in lj? LAME!
also, camera = covered in dust. haven't touched it in ages.
Well, a lot of updates:
1. Still with Seb, happy as ever. We're going on a romantic outing today....to the lieberry.
2. I don't hang out with people as much as i used to. My feeling is that i havent the energy or the patience to deal with anything too much right now.
3. i am DESPERATELY searching for a job.
4. i owe my dad 25-30$ in pot.
5. I thought i would have a job by now but i don't so i'm not going to metallica with seb and my brother, which makes me feel like a fucking failure. I promised them even if they didnt have the money that i would, but clearly i won't.
6. My therapist tried to break up with me. She said, "if you don't make some progress in the next few weeks, we'll have to really re-e
valuate your position."
7. I told her I was sick of this "pot addiction and use" thing. ITS POT NOT FUCKING HEROIN
8. have been trying to get my community service hours.i like it, im at Cambridge where i mark grade 6 journals and spelling and talk to their teacher like an old friend.
9. my emotions have been rapidly cycling/changing at any given moment. sometimes i don't even want to write in my diary because it seems i'd only get part way through writing how i feel when it will suddenly change again.
10. im liking this list making thing.
11. AWKWARD SILENCES ARE THE SHIT OF ALL EXSISTENCE.
So apart from that, art hasn't been too progressive. I got some fabric paints so i can do stencil shirts now.
wtf, no spelling suggestions in lj? LAME!
also, camera = covered in dust. haven't touched it in ages.