I am so over almost everything tonight. I feel like I can't make a right move lately. I was in my Women's when someone showed a video that they made and I commented that I wasn't a fan because I felt like they sounded stilted and inauthentic. I guess that wasn't a good thing to say. I thought they wanted honest feedback, but I should know by now ( Read more... )

So I thought yesterday about making a list of all my friends who died from HIV/AIDS and I just couldn't do it. It brought back all the unbearable feelings of guilt and sadness and anger and it got tangled up with the current pandemic and I had to shove all those feelings back in their box. I never thought that I would live through one pandemic ( Read more... )