youve been with him long enough to know he shouldnt be acting like this. joel buys me shit all the time, not just because hes an asshole to me. infact.. i cant remember the last time he did something wicked immature/asshole like to me. im not trying to say hes perfect, believe me, hes not.. but ryan is older than joel, he should know that you dont treat girls like shit. and your not dumb allyson, you know you should be treated like that. why do you think i left justin? cuz the way he treated me wasnt right. your beautiful allyson, and you know it.. you have an awsome personality, and i love being around you.. im sure some day someones gunna appreciate that more than ryan, all im saying is.. dont get too caught up, do you really wanna live like that for the rest of your live? you need to say something.. if he gets mad, he gets mad.. fuck it. i told joel how upset i was.. and he stopped. he rayn loves you enough, he'll treat you with a little more respect.. when you called me that night upset cuz he was an asshole and canceled your vacation.. i wanted to fucking kill him ally! thats the most ASSHOLE THING anyone could do! and you know it! hate me for saying all this.. but later on you`ll realize, i`m right. its not fair ally. you know you dont diserve it..
your not by any means a fuck up allyson. you just diserve better. believe me babe, i`ve been through what you`re going through with justin.. you know everyone else is right && you know you do diserve better, but you don`t want better.. because you think he`s *the one*.. or whatev, maybe he is.. i`m not the one to decide that, ya know? but i do know you`re an awsome person allyson, and you`re very beautiful! && no one, `specially not you.. should be treated like shit.
i`m sure ryan loves you, no doubt in my mind.. BUT.. he needs to show it.
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i`m sure ryan loves you, no doubt in my mind.. BUT.. he needs to show it.
idk, it`s all in your hands.. i`
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