Fidelity - a www.beasi.net show and tell assignment :)
This is a heavy subject for me - and not something that ever came easily to me. I'm having a hard time now even thinking of what i want to write or find, be it song lyrics, a photograph, or just a compliation of thoughts and images...
What i've written isn't quite "right" nor did it come out as expected, but i would still like to share...
I guess, in several ways, i met my match 10 months ago on easter weekend. I found him on my front porch, almost as if he were delivered specially for me. This didn't turn out as expected, nor did I ever plan for it to happen this way. Me, the one always in control, lost total control the moment I opened my door and said hello to the strange man standing outside my window talking to my cats.
My life has been a whirlwind of emotions I only thought I had felt before, and not just love, but it seems as if every other emotion i've ever had has been magnified by 1000. Love, because I knew from day one i'd met my match, my whole and total match, the only one to really challenge me to challenge myself and make it stick. My inspiration for me to do the things I had only wished I'd done before. With him by my side for support, i feel as if i can do anything.
It wasn't easy at first - what happens when you throw two "untamables" in a room together and stir? The results could have been disatrous on a nuclear level. Somehow, the one in a million chance of the combination working happened, and a diamond of a relationship was the result.
As each day passes, we're stronger together than we ever were as one. As every minute passes, we're closer and working through all of the little things and rarely allowing the big speedbumps slow us down.
There are a million reasons that we shouldnt work as we do, and a million more why we do. I never ever thought that I would end up where I am, with an amazing person as he is. There is no piece of art yet painted, no poem or song lyric that been written that can describe how i feel for him.. but it's coming. My late night ramblings do no justice for how i feel for him, but i fear i could do no better were i more awake.
all of this because..
i have never laughed as hard in my life as i do with him
i have never experienced passion the way i do with him
i've never imagined myself with someone for the rest of my life, as i see myself with him
i have never allowed myself to be myself with someone until i was with him
i have never felt whole until i was with him
..and as an end note. anyone else, i would have walked out and never come back if they'd sneezed in my face, even if while asleep. with him, i just wash it off and keep going. gross, but i think it sums it up the best.
What i've written isn't quite "right" nor did it come out as expected, but i would still like to share...
I guess, in several ways, i met my match 10 months ago on easter weekend. I found him on my front porch, almost as if he were delivered specially for me. This didn't turn out as expected, nor did I ever plan for it to happen this way. Me, the one always in control, lost total control the moment I opened my door and said hello to the strange man standing outside my window talking to my cats.
My life has been a whirlwind of emotions I only thought I had felt before, and not just love, but it seems as if every other emotion i've ever had has been magnified by 1000. Love, because I knew from day one i'd met my match, my whole and total match, the only one to really challenge me to challenge myself and make it stick. My inspiration for me to do the things I had only wished I'd done before. With him by my side for support, i feel as if i can do anything.
It wasn't easy at first - what happens when you throw two "untamables" in a room together and stir? The results could have been disatrous on a nuclear level. Somehow, the one in a million chance of the combination working happened, and a diamond of a relationship was the result.
As each day passes, we're stronger together than we ever were as one. As every minute passes, we're closer and working through all of the little things and rarely allowing the big speedbumps slow us down.
There are a million reasons that we shouldnt work as we do, and a million more why we do. I never ever thought that I would end up where I am, with an amazing person as he is. There is no piece of art yet painted, no poem or song lyric that been written that can describe how i feel for him.. but it's coming. My late night ramblings do no justice for how i feel for him, but i fear i could do no better were i more awake.
all of this because..
i have never laughed as hard in my life as i do with him
i have never experienced passion the way i do with him
i've never imagined myself with someone for the rest of my life, as i see myself with him
i have never allowed myself to be myself with someone until i was with him
i have never felt whole until i was with him
..and as an end note. anyone else, i would have walked out and never come back if they'd sneezed in my face, even if while asleep. with him, i just wash it off and keep going. gross, but i think it sums it up the best.