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i get so sick of this town, dude! i get sick of it all the time. i hate the dumb fake artsy fartsy hipster boys with fake souls who would call a hunk of concrete poetic and amazing and beautiful if it had big tits and cool hair. and i hate the backstabby girls who talk shit about the ladies who get male attention and call them shit like barbie dolls or cardboard mannequins. hello! what is this, junior high? i hate communities that are built on drinking and partying, that start to dissolve once parties don't seem to be happening anymore. i hate people who don't have any respect for people's boundaries. i hate people who think their fun friday night is more important than someone else's safety. i hate how so many conversations revolve around who's dating whom, who got so wasted the other night and picked a fight with which innocent bystander and hey, have you heard the new (insert boring rock band here that you've never heard of) record cause it's sooo good?.
my god. this town is so fucking boring. it's so fucking boring that i might as well be a character on one of those old lady soap operas, where everyone's pain is so contrived- and fashionably so, even. it's so good to be in my house and watch jb making her meticulous weird freaky ass dolls, sitting on the front porch and hearing andy playing the accordian on the roof, watching casey bounce through the house being like, "LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" and holding her whole body up with one hand. i like my home because nobody here cares about all that pretentious crap. when somebody has a crush on somebody else, the status of their hair isn't the deciding factor. nobody looks at life with blinders on; and yet, everybody here seems to love the world and finds so much in it that's worthwhile to them. not just something to keep on chug-a-lugging through life, but something to keep them fighting for what they believe in and to be heard. maggie vesey! i can tell that you're having a hard ass time lately. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP! you are worth it. you are important to and in this world. keep playing your bass and keep being your happy, bouncy self. morgan fox! i am so glad to see you giddy over a boy! you are worth it and you deserve it! don't forget that! sue cook! SUE COOK! i love you! i can see your heart glowing and bursting through your chest when you walk up the driveway! hang in there! don't let this world get you down, because this world needs you and you need it! and happy fucking birthday!
good people! keep fighting the good fight. as buffy said to dawn before she plummeted to her death from the creepy demon key tower, "the hardest thing in this world is to live in it." we all belong here and we all deserve to get as much out of life as everyone else does. spot the fake-os, oppressors, and dumbasses and knock them off their asses with your brilliance. do it for the traumatized kids who are still trying to figure out why and how to get out of bed in the morning. make us proud.
xoxo.
my god. this town is so fucking boring. it's so fucking boring that i might as well be a character on one of those old lady soap operas, where everyone's pain is so contrived- and fashionably so, even. it's so good to be in my house and watch jb making her meticulous weird freaky ass dolls, sitting on the front porch and hearing andy playing the accordian on the roof, watching casey bounce through the house being like, "LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" and holding her whole body up with one hand. i like my home because nobody here cares about all that pretentious crap. when somebody has a crush on somebody else, the status of their hair isn't the deciding factor. nobody looks at life with blinders on; and yet, everybody here seems to love the world and finds so much in it that's worthwhile to them. not just something to keep on chug-a-lugging through life, but something to keep them fighting for what they believe in and to be heard. maggie vesey! i can tell that you're having a hard ass time lately. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP! you are worth it. you are important to and in this world. keep playing your bass and keep being your happy, bouncy self. morgan fox! i am so glad to see you giddy over a boy! you are worth it and you deserve it! don't forget that! sue cook! SUE COOK! i love you! i can see your heart glowing and bursting through your chest when you walk up the driveway! hang in there! don't let this world get you down, because this world needs you and you need it! and happy fucking birthday!
good people! keep fighting the good fight. as buffy said to dawn before she plummeted to her death from the creepy demon key tower, "the hardest thing in this world is to live in it." we all belong here and we all deserve to get as much out of life as everyone else does. spot the fake-os, oppressors, and dumbasses and knock them off their asses with your brilliance. do it for the traumatized kids who are still trying to figure out why and how to get out of bed in the morning. make us proud.
xoxo.