knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

[behndclosedoors]

so you know they say that it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. well i say fuck that. why would you pick having to know how it feels to have your heart ripped out of your chest over not knowing at all? to actually go through the pain and emotional torment that that can put one through? honestly... wouldn't you rather just not go through that at all? yeah some people are all like "at least you've seen what 'love' is and just how blissful that experience can be." well i say the better the experience is, the harder the fall will be if and when it comes crashing down. I mean things are good when they last... they always are, but rarely does it stay that way forever. I'm not at all saying i was in love with the kid, i'm just talking in general.

... and No, I'm not explaining what happened. It isn't a big deal. Our group feeds off of too much drama and gossip already, I am no longer contributing to that. So for now I'm staying out of the drama circle. =)