I'm alive.
I don't even know if anybody is still here or still cares, but here goes.
It's been two years since I've updated this.
So much has happened. It always does.
I guess the biggest thing is I got divorced. Turns out, Jim was... well. The long and short of it is he was lying to me from day one. He's a narcissist and a very, very good liar. He was never honest about himself, about his feelings for me, about his intentions...and it all came out.
And now that's done. Has been for over a year. I can go into it more if you want but I tried to be as kind as I could to him.
I've gotten healthier. I've lost weight (about forty pounds). I've quit smoking. I've cut way down on the drinking.
My job has expanded its role, so now I'm partially a local news beat reporter. I can tell you that has definitely increased my readership, because people are nosy and they want to know if their neighbor got arrested for DUI. Anyway. I got a raise and get regular bonuses because of that now.
I have a boyfriend! He lives about an hour away from me, is employed, and a total sweetheart. He's okay with the pace I want (SLOW) and is, for the most part, a total upgrade to ex-husband.
The K-Pop thing has gotten worse. I'm well in now. BTS, Stray Kids, EXO, SHINee, Twice, Blackpink, Red Velvet, TXT, Got7, Eric Nam, The Rose, NCT 127.... I could go on. It's a Thing.
Anyway. I might not be here, but I still love you.
It's been two years since I've updated this.
So much has happened. It always does.
I guess the biggest thing is I got divorced. Turns out, Jim was... well. The long and short of it is he was lying to me from day one. He's a narcissist and a very, very good liar. He was never honest about himself, about his feelings for me, about his intentions...and it all came out.
And now that's done. Has been for over a year. I can go into it more if you want but I tried to be as kind as I could to him.
I've gotten healthier. I've lost weight (about forty pounds). I've quit smoking. I've cut way down on the drinking.
My job has expanded its role, so now I'm partially a local news beat reporter. I can tell you that has definitely increased my readership, because people are nosy and they want to know if their neighbor got arrested for DUI. Anyway. I got a raise and get regular bonuses because of that now.
I have a boyfriend! He lives about an hour away from me, is employed, and a total sweetheart. He's okay with the pace I want (SLOW) and is, for the most part, a total upgrade to ex-husband.
The K-Pop thing has gotten worse. I'm well in now. BTS, Stray Kids, EXO, SHINee, Twice, Blackpink, Red Velvet, TXT, Got7, Eric Nam, The Rose, NCT 127.... I could go on. It's a Thing.
Anyway. I might not be here, but I still love you.