May 15, 2005 15:24
So one day at a time. Heh.
Life's really great. I'm actually very happy -- though there are bits and pieces that suck right now. I guess life would be boring if it were all great, though. (Not really.) Whateva. I feel like I need some real updating in my life... I'm KIND OF in one of those moods. You know the ones.
I feel like writing... and so I came up with all of these ideas for stories... wrote them down so I wouldn't forget them... and here I am. Who knew. They're gonna be great stories, though. Represent.
So I was looking at Marvel's Internship again... next summer, baby. (Here's hoping, maybe?) I mean, suuuure, maybe they wouldn't accept me... suuuuure, you get zero pay and I'm fairly certain they don't provide housing... and hey, it's in New York City. CLEARLY I could just sleep with someone each night and they'd give me a roof over my head, food to eat and pay for my bills back in Cincinnati.
Heh.
Seriously though... it's calling my name. And where there's a will there's a way, right? I mean, they can't reject me -- I have an X-Men tattoo. Geez. ;) They'd probably see that, read some of my stuff, forget about me actually acquiring the English degree and pay off my college bills while I wrote for them. Duh.
Prior to Jacob's on Friday I went out with Josh and T. We had fun -- looking at Angelina and Brad. lol We went out to eat after hittin' up the mall 'n such... from Olive Garden to Frisch's. What?
I really want to thank a lot of people for being really great. First, members of the Academy. ;) Nah -- Alli, as always. Jenni. Tilisha. Thackalacktakhomasak. You. (That's referring to YOU... yes, YOU... that way you don't feel left out. Heh.) Nah, everyone's really been very helpful, understanding and supportive. Let's go do it.
I think I'm starving to death.
Speaking of food, though... I have NOT been able to eat much at all. I used to make fun of Jess when she did this... but seriously, I don't know what's up. I just can't finish much of anything. Stress?
I went to the t-bed today. (I mean, no I didn't...)
I'm not going to post the problems I have with Nathan right now in this thing -- even if he doesn't read it and it doesn't matter -- because I know a lot of the reasons I'm mad are because he's going through his resentful/angry stage and says stupid things. Even if today he acted like he didn't chew me out last night.
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Guess I'm sharing. Heh.
The Cabaret was a lot of fun. Okay, I was actually in kind of a bad mood... but it was nice to see everyone and see half of the show. (IloveyouJenni.) They really weren't very bad at all -- the one bald black guy was really, really good. Tori and I were cracking up at points -- Jenni and I are Jenni and I, so duh -- and it was nice to see Lauryn, equally worth cracking up with. Our waitress was ANNOYING. Shuuut uppppp. We went to Steak 'n Shake before going -- met some folk, had some fun, have to remember to facebook Kim. lol (...sad.)
I think I'm going out in a few hours with Nick, Sarah, Angie and Amanda (maybe?) to some comedy club. Nick said it's probably going to be lame -- but y'know, it's all about what's gonna happen with Sarah in the bathroom anyway. Heh. ;) I'm really glad I met all of them.
And likewise that I've met everyone else in my life... from my always-there support group to my newer friends to my brand new friends. I remember a series @ church that dealt with friendships... and how different friendships are tailored to you differently and for that specific reason. To be different. To have different levels of proximity and feelings for one another, etc.
YayJenishome. Em and I are gonna get together with her soon, methinks. :)
I wanna go see the show(s?) at Wright with everyone, too... I mean, Michelle said it best about the Nazis and gay people. (..., lol)
ooooooooooooomg, Episode III is so freaking close.
Why did I download Daniel Bedingfield's cover of The Killers' Somebody Told Me? What?? Why do you exist??
I'm so ready for the quarter to be over. Not because I hate school -- but because so many other people are out and I can't stand having to go when other people don't. Heh. Slash I'm just tired.. I want to focus on school or work, not both. I may be working my butt off this summer... but I love my job and I'm free after 5:30, sooo... who cares? Heh.
I actually read my assignment for tomorrow though. Rare.
Dear Clinique Happy For Men... I'm really glad that I bought you. Let's never part again... and don't run out so quickly this time.
Aw... my (terrible) Anthony was voted off American Idol. Sigh. I just remembered because Incomplete came on. Heh.
P.S. If anyone wants to find somewhere for me to live now, feel free. You know the cell. Thanks. ;)
Much love.