Jan 03, 2007 20:37
so many people try so hard to not be fake. dosen't everyone have a little fakeness in them? i think it goes away with age.
from where i see it, sometimes being real makes for loneliness.
this year, i saw that being alone and being lonely are two totally independent things.
i miss my grandfather.
and, i've decided that indifference is the worst thing ever. i don't think anything hurts more than when you know someone is indifferent towards you. its pretty sad, too. but being indifferent is easier than always caring and being let down.
ha..what a world.
happppy new year everyone!