what?!
Jeff was here until about 1230 Friday night.
I got about 6 hours of sleep.
SATs BLEW. Holy shit. Im not taking those anymore.
That was the longest i have ever had to sit still. It was horrible. I started to lose my concentration towards the end.
And i come home to a wonderful IM from Kathy...
Xo DuM dE dUm oX (9:19:59 AM): so steve told me that u told him i went/go around sleeping with a bunch of guys
Auto response from OMG its a gnome (9:19:59 AM): SATs... >:o
AHH KILL ME im so tired :-(
ill be home before work at 3
dont call lol
Xo DuM dE dUm oX (9:20:03 AM): is that true why would u say that
WTF?! Ive cut myself out of steves life. why is he gonna do that shit!? I mean how OLD is he to sink that shallow?! I want to call and bitch him out so fucking bad but thats exactly what he wants me to do, so im not. He wanted me out of his life, not to talk to trevor or christine, and I havent. Why is it everytime im happy..he has to ruin it and stress me out.
Yesterday was a BLAST!
I called out of work and told them my mom hurt her back. I went and picked up Brooks and we went to lunch at Fridays. From there we went to Starbucks and then ended up at the barn. I rode Thunder, took him over a few jumps. He was good. Lazy, but good.
After we called tim and steph and asked what they were up to..and we went and picked them up and went upto marios for dinner. We decided it would be fun to get everyone together for bowling. We called Beth and Dave and Burka. So I had to stop at home and then we went.
Good thing I was home when I was, My dad called. I asked if ic ould go bowling and he told me no and said "dont leave" and I mexipacked my car and we left...lol.
It was so much fun. Brooks had a great time. So did I. I love nights with my friends. They are my anti depressants, the glue to hold me together. Jeff joined us when he got off at work.
We got home around 2am. Guess who was driving after cerfew!? Awww, breakin' the lawww.
So this whole steve thing completely went down hill. Brooks and Stephanie were playing around with him in the car. It was pretty funny. I did my part and yelled him for dragging me into something that happened over a year ago and was now not apart of. Brooks and Stephanie just played with his head
I mean It didnt bother me yelling at him, but yet we both know eachothers weaknesses and were using them to one anothers advantages. I mean he goes "now you know what its like to be lied about" and im like "what are you talking about" and he goes "you lied months ago" and im like "whatd i lie about" he goes "i dont remember, i just know you lied" wow..you made a great case there!
Then he said I better watch my car infront of like 4 people. and then if something WOULD have happened, his ass woulda been in court with 4 witnesses. I mean who are they gonna believe, the fire and rescue commissioners DAUGHTER or HIM?!
more happened but im not getting into detail. But Steve and Jeff are racing in August for $2000. I cannot wait to see this.
Jeff spent the night and I didnt end up goign to sleep until 3am. I was so tired at work. I fell asleep in the chair. I was tired I felt drunk. No one was there until around 12pm. He wanted me to come back at 6..so i told him I would go home and sleep for a few hours and then come back. Thank god he called me around 5 and told me not to come in cuz I was SO tired.
Jeff irritated me. One minute my problem isnt important, the next it is because he "doesnt want to lose me".. He said he didnt go to bed until for and watched me sleep. aw, how cute. He said he knows what gets to me and hes not as stupid as I think..that my family and my appearance get to me the most.. and they do.
I hung out with brooks for a few hours again today cuz I needed to get out of the house. My parents are home for like 30 minutes and are bitching at me. I threw my shit down screamed at them and went upstairs. I swear to god, JUST GO BACK OUT OF TOWN!
So him and I decided we're moving to Ireland and doing EMS out there and gonna live above a bar lol.
This weekend ive really put my friends before myself. And its kinda caught upto me. But my friends mean so much to me that everything im feeling right now is worth it because i know in return they are there for me.
I dunno. Sleep.
QOTD:
"I like girls with no gag reflex's!"
"Aww, does he need me to buy a grammar book?"
"are you gonna play nice?" "i dont know" "well what do I get if you dont" "nothing" "aww, well thats no fun *click*"
"RETARD.. R-E-T-A-R-D.. sometimes with an ED!"
"Thats the biggest twat ive ever touched!"
"uh uh uh, what are you sucking on your boyfriends dick!?"
I got about 6 hours of sleep.
SATs BLEW. Holy shit. Im not taking those anymore.
That was the longest i have ever had to sit still. It was horrible. I started to lose my concentration towards the end.
And i come home to a wonderful IM from Kathy...
Xo DuM dE dUm oX (9:19:59 AM): so steve told me that u told him i went/go around sleeping with a bunch of guys
Auto response from OMG its a gnome (9:19:59 AM): SATs... >:o
AHH KILL ME im so tired :-(
ill be home before work at 3
dont call lol
Xo DuM dE dUm oX (9:20:03 AM): is that true why would u say that
WTF?! Ive cut myself out of steves life. why is he gonna do that shit!? I mean how OLD is he to sink that shallow?! I want to call and bitch him out so fucking bad but thats exactly what he wants me to do, so im not. He wanted me out of his life, not to talk to trevor or christine, and I havent. Why is it everytime im happy..he has to ruin it and stress me out.
Yesterday was a BLAST!
I called out of work and told them my mom hurt her back. I went and picked up Brooks and we went to lunch at Fridays. From there we went to Starbucks and then ended up at the barn. I rode Thunder, took him over a few jumps. He was good. Lazy, but good.
After we called tim and steph and asked what they were up to..and we went and picked them up and went upto marios for dinner. We decided it would be fun to get everyone together for bowling. We called Beth and Dave and Burka. So I had to stop at home and then we went.
Good thing I was home when I was, My dad called. I asked if ic ould go bowling and he told me no and said "dont leave" and I mexipacked my car and we left...lol.
It was so much fun. Brooks had a great time. So did I. I love nights with my friends. They are my anti depressants, the glue to hold me together. Jeff joined us when he got off at work.
We got home around 2am. Guess who was driving after cerfew!? Awww, breakin' the lawww.
So this whole steve thing completely went down hill. Brooks and Stephanie were playing around with him in the car. It was pretty funny. I did my part and yelled him for dragging me into something that happened over a year ago and was now not apart of. Brooks and Stephanie just played with his head
I mean It didnt bother me yelling at him, but yet we both know eachothers weaknesses and were using them to one anothers advantages. I mean he goes "now you know what its like to be lied about" and im like "what are you talking about" and he goes "you lied months ago" and im like "whatd i lie about" he goes "i dont remember, i just know you lied" wow..you made a great case there!
Then he said I better watch my car infront of like 4 people. and then if something WOULD have happened, his ass woulda been in court with 4 witnesses. I mean who are they gonna believe, the fire and rescue commissioners DAUGHTER or HIM?!
more happened but im not getting into detail. But Steve and Jeff are racing in August for $2000. I cannot wait to see this.
Jeff spent the night and I didnt end up goign to sleep until 3am. I was so tired at work. I fell asleep in the chair. I was tired I felt drunk. No one was there until around 12pm. He wanted me to come back at 6..so i told him I would go home and sleep for a few hours and then come back. Thank god he called me around 5 and told me not to come in cuz I was SO tired.
Jeff irritated me. One minute my problem isnt important, the next it is because he "doesnt want to lose me".. He said he didnt go to bed until for and watched me sleep. aw, how cute. He said he knows what gets to me and hes not as stupid as I think..that my family and my appearance get to me the most.. and they do.
I hung out with brooks for a few hours again today cuz I needed to get out of the house. My parents are home for like 30 minutes and are bitching at me. I threw my shit down screamed at them and went upstairs. I swear to god, JUST GO BACK OUT OF TOWN!
So him and I decided we're moving to Ireland and doing EMS out there and gonna live above a bar lol.
This weekend ive really put my friends before myself. And its kinda caught upto me. But my friends mean so much to me that everything im feeling right now is worth it because i know in return they are there for me.
I dunno. Sleep.
QOTD:
"I like girls with no gag reflex's!"
"Aww, does he need me to buy a grammar book?"
"are you gonna play nice?" "i dont know" "well what do I get if you dont" "nothing" "aww, well thats no fun *click*"
"RETARD.. R-E-T-A-R-D.. sometimes with an ED!"
"Thats the biggest twat ive ever touched!"
"uh uh uh, what are you sucking on your boyfriends dick!?"