This ghost haunts me more than it should be.
I couldn't believe I found someone like you
Who loved me for all that I was
You never questioned my opinions, but spoke true
and would do random dances just because..
You helped me out of this hole
You made me take pride in myself
I thank you for holding my head up
when there was no one else.
While I was fighting battles in my head
you were trying to stop the fight.
The warmth of you next to me in bed
kept me sleeping through the night.
in the end it was too much,
too much for you to take.
My problems that I had
were causing you to break.
I loved you, I did.
it was never just a show.
But I also never stepped up as a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry
and I held your face in my hand.
I dont know if you think of me
I dont blame you if Im not on your mind.
But I think of you every day,
And sometimes, at night I cry.
Its not because Im lonely,
Or feeling sorry and in pain,
But I miss you and what we had,
which can never be regained.
Needless to say. I really wish things had worked out differently. In a lot of ways I want to thank you for what you've done to me, in assisting me to put some pieces of the puzzle together, and progress as a human being. And Im not emotionless, and I still feel a deep wound from everything. Mostly because Im so sorry for what you went through. I wish I would've seen everything sooner, instead of just getting comfortable and jaded.
I really will miss you, for the rest of my goddamn life.
Who loved me for all that I was
You never questioned my opinions, but spoke true
and would do random dances just because..
You helped me out of this hole
You made me take pride in myself
I thank you for holding my head up
when there was no one else.
While I was fighting battles in my head
you were trying to stop the fight.
The warmth of you next to me in bed
kept me sleeping through the night.
in the end it was too much,
too much for you to take.
My problems that I had
were causing you to break.
I loved you, I did.
it was never just a show.
But I also never stepped up as a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry
and I held your face in my hand.
I dont know if you think of me
I dont blame you if Im not on your mind.
But I think of you every day,
And sometimes, at night I cry.
Its not because Im lonely,
Or feeling sorry and in pain,
But I miss you and what we had,
which can never be regained.
Needless to say. I really wish things had worked out differently. In a lot of ways I want to thank you for what you've done to me, in assisting me to put some pieces of the puzzle together, and progress as a human being. And Im not emotionless, and I still feel a deep wound from everything. Mostly because Im so sorry for what you went through. I wish I would've seen everything sooner, instead of just getting comfortable and jaded.
I really will miss you, for the rest of my goddamn life.