Aug 11, 2005 01:30
Wow...I just spent the last two days in Charelston with Chels. It was really nice and so much fun. I am really thankful that the last of my time arund was spent with her. I will update more about what we did. Before we got back to her apartment we were picking up pictures from Wal-Mart, and I am not sure what caused it, but I began to cry. Now, I wasn't sobbing, I just started to cry, and it hurt.But I pulled myself together and we got all my stuff from her apartment, and she walked me down to my car. He hugged said goodbye and I was fighting back tears as we told eachother how much we loved oneanother. When I sat down in my car I fell apart I started to cry again and so I pulled out waved goodbye and then stoped once I knew I was out of sight. I started to sob. I cried the first half hour of the trip until it started to pour and I knew I had to pull myself together. She is my best friend and she always will be. It hurts to think that I won't see her till october. It hurts so much that I won't get to see her everyday. She is so wonderful, I have only good memories of her and since walking out of Wal-Mart they are the only things running through my mind. It only took me 3 hours to get home and I called Chels to let her know I was ok and I called Gil to let her know I was home so she could come by. I got to say goodbye to Gil, Kieron and Kate tonight. I am so glad I got that chance. I cried after again after I sad bye to Gil and Kieron. I have been through so much with Gil, and I love her to death, and Kieron is a great friend. He was there for me my junior year when I needed it the most and for that I am always thankful...Ok so now I am still sad, I need sleep.