nobody can take your place, though we can never be i'll keep you close to me
well i haven't written since i was anticipating my day with austin. IT WAS AMAZING. HE IS AMAZING.he eneded up just coming here and we watched american pie cause he never saw it before. we watched the entire movie. he held my hand it was cute :-D then after the movie.. haha :-D thats when the fun started... it felt like 3 minutes but in realityis was like 2 hours... so tomorrow night we might go out to dinner, and then saturday he's coming over here again and he'll be over for a LONGGGGGGGGGG time, then monday we're going to the mall. :-D i like him ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. he's too sweet. i love it :-)
i'm horribly sore, and INSANELY cold. like it's the type of bitter cold that gets under your skin, the type where i CAN'T stay in class otherwise i think i would die or someting, honestly it's HORRIBLE. anyone have any suggestions? cause i honestly can't take it anymore, or my fucking back pains...
i talked to alisha today and it made me miss her alot. i haven't seen her in a LONGGGGG time. this girl was like my sister growing up. i've known her and we wer elike best friends since i was 3. and now for the first time we've really grown a part. it makes me so upset, because she is probably the only person in my lfe who we never had a problem, we were always tight and never had any problems, never backstabbed me, never lied, her and now mirriam. i think i should tell her that, cause i miss her, and i want to tal to her more again, it's just hard cause she's still in 8th grade, she'll be in my school next year but i have a feeling it won't be the same anymore, and it REALLY upsets me. she's going to be with the preppy popular girls, the perfect ones who cheerlead and look at me with disgust becaus ei mix short skirts with a million pieces of gothic jewelry. because i'm weird and i don't like to put on the act of perfection, and don't wear short shorts in gym because i don't want to show my ultra huge thighs and i would fucking freeze. GOD DAMN THEM. they're taking my little sister. :-(
i'm horribly sore, and INSANELY cold. like it's the type of bitter cold that gets under your skin, the type where i CAN'T stay in class otherwise i think i would die or someting, honestly it's HORRIBLE. anyone have any suggestions? cause i honestly can't take it anymore, or my fucking back pains...
i talked to alisha today and it made me miss her alot. i haven't seen her in a LONGGGGG time. this girl was like my sister growing up. i've known her and we wer elike best friends since i was 3. and now for the first time we've really grown a part. it makes me so upset, because she is probably the only person in my lfe who we never had a problem, we were always tight and never had any problems, never backstabbed me, never lied, her and now mirriam. i think i should tell her that, cause i miss her, and i want to tal to her more again, it's just hard cause she's still in 8th grade, she'll be in my school next year but i have a feeling it won't be the same anymore, and it REALLY upsets me. she's going to be with the preppy popular girls, the perfect ones who cheerlead and look at me with disgust becaus ei mix short skirts with a million pieces of gothic jewelry. because i'm weird and i don't like to put on the act of perfection, and don't wear short shorts in gym because i don't want to show my ultra huge thighs and i would fucking freeze. GOD DAMN THEM. they're taking my little sister. :-(