my body hates me

Jan 17, 2007 12:23

i had the most AMAZING night!

3:05 A.M- my head was over the toilet
4:18 A.M- (see above)
5:25 A.M- my head was in the bathtub (i couldn't even aim for the toilet)
6:40 A.M.- I was driving the porcelain bus, AGAIN!

at that point i just wanted to die.
i was sweating and hot, then i was freezing cold
my abs hurt like crazy from the spasms
and my whole body is sore
i drank about 2 liters of water because there was nothing left in my system to regurgitate.

so, after that fourth time, i got back into bed... and i prayed
i don't know who i prayed to, i just did.
and i didn't throw up again.
coincidence? i dunno. 
but hey at least my body isn't trying to get rid of my stomach anymore.

on the bright side to all of this...
i think i must've lost like 5 pounds!
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