Jul 31, 2011 16:52
I had all these well thought out ideas of what I was gonna do after I got home from work. I was planning on getting as much ironing done as I could [perhaps making myself iron for an entire film, thats how much of my clothes are actually clean and yet not ironed :\] and I was going to finish my season finale of Five-0 summary. Neither of these are looking very likely to happen because I am so effing tired :( Its my own fault for sitting up til almost 4am but meh. Maybe once I've drank my tea I might feel more up to moving but for now I am gonna trawl flickr or something :p
I cannot believe its going to be August tomorrow. Where has this year gone? I wish it hadn't flown past so quickly. I have decisions to make! I'm still really seriously considering going to uni. I'm thinking costume design but so far I have only spotted HNDs. Which is fair enough, but I'd probably have to pay my tuition fees. I realise we're so lucky in Scotland to get them paid for a certain amount of years as long as you keep progressing, but I really wouldn't be able to afford it and get a flat. Kate suggested fashion design but I don't know if fashion is the way I'd want to go. They;re very similar I guess, but I'd love to be able to look at a piece of clothing and know how its put together. Plus costume design obviously more geared towards working in TV, film or theatre, which is something I've always wanted to do. Maybe this would be what I'd be good at. After doing the TV course and scraping a pass I was sad that I wasn't as good at it all as I wanted to be. On the other hand, food is still calling my name. I really would love to cook/bake for a living. I HATE BEING SO SCARED AND INDECISIVE! :|
I've still not heard anything about my SDCC Ghoulia...I has a sad :(
xo
eek!,
meh,
srs bsns gais,
*sighs*,
sadface