It's so calm, I am afraid things are waiting to blow up. Maye I'm wrong, maybe there's nothing coming. I hope like hell I am.
I've been doing pretty well in my Occlumency lessons. It's really difficult.
I've been fighting the dreams. I don't want to, but I have been trying. It just hasn't done much good.
I can see Sirius in my dreams. He's trapped, hurt, and I have to help him, but I can't. I don't know if they're true-dreams or my own wishful thinking, but I know what I have seen.
It's hell. I don't believe them, exactly, but do I ever want to.