Oct 04, 2003 16:25
last night i stayed the night at jamies with her and eddie. didnt really do much of anything except for watch newlyweds with katy until she left around 1230 i think? then we just fell asleep. although it took me forever. i kept on thinking about roxie. i hope shes still alive. i miss her so much. i didnt even know i was that attatched to her until my dad said that my mom opended the back door and that she flew out. this is exactly what happend to my last bird, taco. why do my pets hate me so much? i love them so much and either they dont know who i am because they are blind and deaf or they run away/die. i hate it. ive always had to give up my pets since i can remember. ohh well. maybe i can get anouther dog like i have been wanting for a long time. i want something small though. like a mini chichaua[sp?] or something. something cute. and little. like roxy. i refuse to even go in my kitchen anymore. i cant stand to look at the table with no cage on it. even though she was sometimes annoying when she chirped early in the morning im still going to miss listening to her talk to herself and call my dog. aw. great. now im sad again. whatever. i have to get ready to go babysitting now. ive complained enough in this thing for one day.