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finally i update.
i apologize to everyone for not doing so for such a very long time. what can i say, i'm quite the busy kid!
first of all let's just say that these past few weeks have been the longest of my life, in both good and bad ways.
i find it quite ridiculous how childish high school graduates, soon to be college freshman, can really be. i'm not going to sit here and exclude myself as if i am above all the rest, i understand that i make mistakes and i mishandle situations. but honestly, who throws a shoe?
sorry, austin powers reference to lighten the mood.
as i was saying i suppose i expect at least a little bit of self control from some people, but obviously i expected far too much and i accept that as i do their anger and the attacks that they have directed toward me and people assumed to be "on my side." there should not be any sides in this silly and melodramatic situation, and if it had been left between the people who are actually involved then there would be nothing but a little tension to soon be blown past. at any rate i am trying not to blame any particular person, although i am not perfect and it's been very difficult to exonerate one such individual. however, i am one the type that isn't exactly going to go around trying to create difficulty in social situations. i understand that while i may never be able to accept or offer any further form of friendship or companionship to that person, i know that we will be able to keep the same friends. we are, after all, legal adults.
aside from stupid drama that has been blown out of proportion among friends, life at the barn hasn't exactly been mild and peaceful, either. i am hoping that the situation there has been settled for now, at least, because i absolutely adore amy and her brothers, and of course scott. movie nights would be terribly dull if they were not to be included.
and of course now that i was getting to the point where i would be able to either sell or show lia, she is hurt again.
when it rains it pours, neh?
in the end the good that has come out of all of this is that i have discovered the people that are my true friends, and have been described as "willing to go to war for me." which is not exactly something that i can say about everyone. now that i've found these people, though, i'm going to do my damndest to hold on to them.
well, and of course there's the situation that started the entire friend drama, which in the end i'm not sorry about because i am ridiculously happy.
as hays said, "fuck 'em, you've got me."
i love my sister's drunk boyfriend. wonderful.
so in other and lighter news, the six flags trip has been delayed again! damn you loch ness monster! or rain...
i apologize to everyone for not doing so for such a very long time. what can i say, i'm quite the busy kid!
first of all let's just say that these past few weeks have been the longest of my life, in both good and bad ways.
i find it quite ridiculous how childish high school graduates, soon to be college freshman, can really be. i'm not going to sit here and exclude myself as if i am above all the rest, i understand that i make mistakes and i mishandle situations. but honestly, who throws a shoe?
sorry, austin powers reference to lighten the mood.
as i was saying i suppose i expect at least a little bit of self control from some people, but obviously i expected far too much and i accept that as i do their anger and the attacks that they have directed toward me and people assumed to be "on my side." there should not be any sides in this silly and melodramatic situation, and if it had been left between the people who are actually involved then there would be nothing but a little tension to soon be blown past. at any rate i am trying not to blame any particular person, although i am not perfect and it's been very difficult to exonerate one such individual. however, i am one the type that isn't exactly going to go around trying to create difficulty in social situations. i understand that while i may never be able to accept or offer any further form of friendship or companionship to that person, i know that we will be able to keep the same friends. we are, after all, legal adults.
aside from stupid drama that has been blown out of proportion among friends, life at the barn hasn't exactly been mild and peaceful, either. i am hoping that the situation there has been settled for now, at least, because i absolutely adore amy and her brothers, and of course scott. movie nights would be terribly dull if they were not to be included.
and of course now that i was getting to the point where i would be able to either sell or show lia, she is hurt again.
when it rains it pours, neh?
in the end the good that has come out of all of this is that i have discovered the people that are my true friends, and have been described as "willing to go to war for me." which is not exactly something that i can say about everyone. now that i've found these people, though, i'm going to do my damndest to hold on to them.
well, and of course there's the situation that started the entire friend drama, which in the end i'm not sorry about because i am ridiculously happy.
as hays said, "fuck 'em, you've got me."
i love my sister's drunk boyfriend. wonderful.
so in other and lighter news, the six flags trip has been delayed again! damn you loch ness monster! or rain...