"this isn't a for real suicide--It's probably one of those cry for help things"

May 19, 2005 20:30


Thanks Frank:::

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life!!!!!



In the situation that something does happen to me I want someone to do this for me. Tell my mother I gave you special permission to do this. Make a mix tape, and at my memorial or funeral please do me this favor. Burn these songs onto a CD and play them...thank you.
  1. Bruce Springstine -- Glory Days
  2. Eve 6 -- Here's To The Night
  3. The Used -- All that I've got
  4. Papa Roach -- Scars
  5. Metallica -- Nothing Else Matters
  6. Boyz II Men -- Goodbye to Yesterday
  7. Frank Sanatra -- Summer Wind
  8. Savage Garden -- Chicka Cherry Cola
  9. Kottonmouth Kings -- Positive Vibes

Whatever other songs remind you of me put on here.

P.S I'm okay just in a weird state. I'll live

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