Don't Read This.
I'm not going to talk about it.
I'm not going to say how i feel, and how much it drives me crazy that i cant help feeling this way.
The only thing i can do is get over it and pay attention to the things i need to.
It's really good that i'm busy right now.
Sort of.
It lets me not think about the dumb things that i let get to me. when they probably should'nt.
I just have to figure out how to stay awake during the day.
And how to be in more than one place at a time.
But other than that, I know that i can deal with it as long as i ignore it and take a step back.
Stop trying, and put my time and mind towards whats important.
And I'm not going to talk about it.
on an unrelated note, dan conklin makes me wanna cry. as do a lot of things, but mainly him.
"don't call, don't write my darling lullaby; it's easier to pretend that you don't exist."
you know you love that.
instead of apoligizing next time i update, ill get ahead of the game and do it now. im sorry for this entry. and that you read it. i did warn you not to, though. don't worry, theyre not going to be like this.
goodnight.
I'm not going to say how i feel, and how much it drives me crazy that i cant help feeling this way.
The only thing i can do is get over it and pay attention to the things i need to.
It's really good that i'm busy right now.
Sort of.
It lets me not think about the dumb things that i let get to me. when they probably should'nt.
I just have to figure out how to stay awake during the day.
And how to be in more than one place at a time.
But other than that, I know that i can deal with it as long as i ignore it and take a step back.
Stop trying, and put my time and mind towards whats important.
And I'm not going to talk about it.
on an unrelated note, dan conklin makes me wanna cry. as do a lot of things, but mainly him.
"don't call, don't write my darling lullaby; it's easier to pretend that you don't exist."
you know you love that.
instead of apoligizing next time i update, ill get ahead of the game and do it now. im sorry for this entry. and that you read it. i did warn you not to, though. don't worry, theyre not going to be like this.
goodnight.