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[behind_my_mask]

Konnichiwa. Well, it looks like my homecoming has been once again delayed. We're coming home tommorrow instead of today. I'm so sick of this state! I wanna go hooooooome! Well whateva, there's nothing i can do about it, its not like i can just drive home, i dun know the way. I get from Ironwood to Golden Valley but i have a hard time going the other direction. #^^# oh well. We ended up going to the MoA yesturday or maybe it was the day before... i dun remember. but i got a watch from Torrid and a couple of pins. One says "The dark is afraid of me" and the other has two of Emily's kitties and it says "True love for Never". Yeah, i pinned em on my already trippin purse, now its even cooler! Yah! It odd how your feelings for someone can change in so little amount of time. I like Nick. I really do. Alot. Before it was a "you make me feel good and yer hot and we're just good friends" now its a "I want you i want you i want you NNNNNOOOOOWWWWW take me or i'll take you" kinda thing. i mean seriously, i want him soooo bad! It's not even funny! I mean i'd give him anything he wants, because chances are, i want it too. I want him to take me. He needs to kill his damn "consiouce *spelling*" and just do it already! He wouldnt be taking anything i wouldnt willingly give him at the drop of a hat anyways! Man, i hope no one's reading this! This is like my sexual angst coming out! I'm so embarressed! If anyone IS reading this, please dont think down of me, everyone has times like this i imagine. Maybe... but they prolly dont type there's up and post in on the internet for the whole world to see... O.o oh well, i dun care. Actually i hope yer reading this, Nick! If you are, i'm sorry, im too embarressed to actually sya ANY of this to you, but do know, that its all true! I want you. Take me as i am. I'm yours. I doubt you are tho... i dont care anymore! I'm such a loser! Does anyone realize that ive never had a boyfriend much less been kissed?!?!?! This is so frustrating! I WILL fix this problem and i WILL fix it soon! Okay. I'm going now.

I'm wearing: black jeans, a red zip up hoodie with nothing underneath, matching socks, wrist cuff