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[behind_blueyes]

ill never come to terms with the fact that nothing in our world is permanent.

i will never be able to deal with a friend leaving for college.
it changes your relationship abruptly and drastically.
everytime hurts just as much as the first.
especially because i am always left at home... with the same life i had before...

i just wish i could always be surrounded by the people i love and the people that love me.
not just a few of them... all of them.
because they are what keeps me going and what keeps me sane.
and what makes me smile every morning when i wake up.
i need them all. every single one.
how selfish is that.