It's all a bunch of shit

[behind_blue_eye]

I started back at tafe today and i started off in great fashion by being late. I HATE CITYRAIL. They cancel trains then delay other trains and dont tell us about them being late, just changing the due in time on the display boards.

So i walk into my new class late and the only free computer is at the front of the room away from brad and simon. great the only people i know in my class and i cant sit near them.

My class has an uneven number so group work blows. DID I MENTION I'M THE ONLY FUCKING GIRL IN THE CLASS.
I'm going to continue with this part on my entry a bit later.

On a completely different note this is from a chat happening right now on my msn:

X... Emo Stano ... X says:
do u know what ?
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
nah never mind
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
fuck it
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
ya don't need to know!
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
not like ya would care anyway
..:::Danica:::.. says:
fine if u wanna be like that
..:::Danica:::.. says:
i still care about u, but as a friend thats all
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
well i dont wanna be a friend
X... Emo Stano ... X .:. says:
but
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
last week
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u know i scared ur name into my skin
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
with a knife
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
i didnt even notice i was scratching in ur name
..:::Danica:::.. says:
i dont know what to say to u
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
then i realized it was my concience
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
my mind telling me to let everyone know how much u've hurt me
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
i have permanent scars to show how much u have destroyed my life in the last 3 months
..:::Danica:::.. says:
i dont know what to say to u
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u never do
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
i get to meet Chris Carrabar next week too
..:::Danica:::.. says:
i hope he helps u the way he helps me
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
ill show him the scar...
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
ooo yes
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
im going to destroy your little love life with chris carrabar and put it all over punkhardcore
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
might have to ask a question relevant to you
..:::Danica:::.. says:
excuse me?
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
i get to ask the questions
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
and i may just ask him a personal/serious question for the interview and what he thinks of this situation
..:::Danica:::.. says:
if thats what u want to do then do it
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
whatever
..:::Danica:::.. says:
what the fuck do u want me to say to u
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
i dont know
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
but u don't really care about me do ya?
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u don't care how u've destroyed me
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u don't care that u've fucked up my life
..:::Danica:::.. says:
i care about u but not teh way i once did
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
well you know what?
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
you can fix my life
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
and if i can continue to be fucked up
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
ill go to the grave with everyone knowing how hard u fucked me up
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
everyones already going to start seeing the scars
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
ur the only person who can save me!
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
harsh?
..:::Danica:::.. says:
no true
..:::Danica:::.. says:
only u can save urself
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
nope
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
its up to u
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u fucked me up
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
u can fix me
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
do u want me to die?
... Emo Stano ... X says:
wow, you want me to die
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
good work
... Emo Stano ... X says:
ill go do it now 4 ya
X... Emo Stano ... X says:
cya