he's been [missed].
last night i was reading this jounrnal that i wrote a long time ago. it's like about me &mat. it mad me kinda depressed. i just miss him a lot, but he has a girlfriend &they 'love' eachother. it just brings back memories of how uhm me &him 'loved' eachother. i just miss having him there all the time, he put up with me, &that was awesome. i was such a hassle when i was 13. =]. but yeh right now i like miss it &wish i could like rewind to that point in time. it sucks.
i miss having someone around &like telling everything to. i miss him annoying the shit out of me &me locking myself in my room. i miss him coming over everyday after school &me telling him to leave. i miss him calling me up &asking me weird questions to see what we have in common. i just miss.... him.
i dont know what to asy about any of this. all the guys here are immature. i cant see myself lasting with anyone i know, except mat. that scares me. like i dont want to love him anymore.
i want to meet someone that i know i could last with i just want to meet someone like sweet &nice &caring &like i dont know. whatever. i dont know what to say. im done. i cant write anymore. DONT APPLAUD YET. lol.
<333 bye people. =|
i miss having someone around &like telling everything to. i miss him annoying the shit out of me &me locking myself in my room. i miss him coming over everyday after school &me telling him to leave. i miss him calling me up &asking me weird questions to see what we have in common. i just miss.... him.
i dont know what to asy about any of this. all the guys here are immature. i cant see myself lasting with anyone i know, except mat. that scares me. like i dont want to love him anymore.
i want to meet someone that i know i could last with i just want to meet someone like sweet &nice &caring &like i dont know. whatever. i dont know what to say. im done. i cant write anymore. DONT APPLAUD YET. lol.
<333 bye people. =|