dont know what to say.

[behind_blu_eyz]

i have no idea what to write, im so confused &pissed at the moment. i cant express how i feel becuase i know people will read it &it will go around &then yeh. thats what i hate. i wish that the only people that could read this, were people i didnt know, so they cant judge me &cant tell other people what i say &think. i hate boys &cant stand them at this point. i did some stuff on saturday that i told myself i wasnt going to do. so much for willpower. im okay with all my friends again &&i truely love most of them. me &bianca fight sooooo much over dumb shit, but we are still best friends ¬hing can change that. i love that girl, me &her can do damage. "CARDS" for life. =]]] hahah. love it. uhm saturday theres suppose to be a get together, but only for certain people, so F U. =] lol okay uhm yeh i have really ntohing to say. im talking to kevin ross on the phone right now &hes saying 'who the hell writes in their live journal?' should i smakc him ro what? who agrees i should smakc him.

i hate to break this to you,
but being a coward is not a legitimate career.