no one uses livejournal anymore
going on livejournal reminds me of the old days. its weird to think about where i am right now in contrast to where i was a couple of years ago. when i left for college i thought it was just gonna be where i go to school and i can always come home and everything will always be the same. but as the years go by, i realize everything is changing. and it will always change and the only way to be happy is to accept the change and look ahead to what it might bring you, instead of being pissed about it and thinking about how much better life was before the change happened. i dunno. its weird, sometimes i feel like i have no where to call home. sometimes i feel like i don't belong in school so i come home to my family and friends, and i feel like i don't belong there anymore either. i did go home this weekend though and it was fuckin awesome.
school sucks but i got that shit on lock down. im almost done with my junior year and theres no way i can graduate by next year. im cool with 5 years, just one more year before i have to find something else to devote my time to. sometimes i wonder how different or awesome it would be if i stayed home and worked at biltmore. i would definitely have more money and i wouldn't be so in debt with my student loans. but im glad i came to college. i've met a lot of people here and i can have fun 24 hours a day every day if i wanted to. plus i have to write this paper about how i would change a problem in our society so that it could become more Utopian and im gonna do mine on legalizing weed. so it will be fun as fuck and i cant wait to give my professor a peice of my fuckin mind about it. hopefully he will like it and convince all of his rich asswipe phd doctor colleagues to join the cause. one thing i like about college is that your required to give your opinions on something. ive always had my opinions but im too lazy to actually construct an argument. and in college they make you do it. so thats kinda cool ya know? i dunno
this past weekend ruled. nowadays the week usually sucks and i just sit in my room and chill out and listen to my records and think about whats going on, what ive done, and what im going to do. what i want to do. but over the weekends i always have a good time. this past weekend i went home and it was awesome i got to see my mom and dad. its crazy how im almost a grown ass man but whenever i see my mom i feel like a kid again. then i chilled with morgan and we made our usual stop at the shelfos to see the sickest family ever. and that was fuckin radddd! then on saturday me and morgan went down to isu with joey v and janis and lauren and brax met us there and we partied all day and all night. i have too many good stories from this weekend but there too good for you assholes and if you really wanna know then you can just ask me and id love to share them with you sometime. but in the meantime i gotta get started on this fuckin paper!
life is good, you just gotta open up your eyes to see it. ya know?
later bitches
school sucks but i got that shit on lock down. im almost done with my junior year and theres no way i can graduate by next year. im cool with 5 years, just one more year before i have to find something else to devote my time to. sometimes i wonder how different or awesome it would be if i stayed home and worked at biltmore. i would definitely have more money and i wouldn't be so in debt with my student loans. but im glad i came to college. i've met a lot of people here and i can have fun 24 hours a day every day if i wanted to. plus i have to write this paper about how i would change a problem in our society so that it could become more Utopian and im gonna do mine on legalizing weed. so it will be fun as fuck and i cant wait to give my professor a peice of my fuckin mind about it. hopefully he will like it and convince all of his rich asswipe phd doctor colleagues to join the cause. one thing i like about college is that your required to give your opinions on something. ive always had my opinions but im too lazy to actually construct an argument. and in college they make you do it. so thats kinda cool ya know? i dunno
this past weekend ruled. nowadays the week usually sucks and i just sit in my room and chill out and listen to my records and think about whats going on, what ive done, and what im going to do. what i want to do. but over the weekends i always have a good time. this past weekend i went home and it was awesome i got to see my mom and dad. its crazy how im almost a grown ass man but whenever i see my mom i feel like a kid again. then i chilled with morgan and we made our usual stop at the shelfos to see the sickest family ever. and that was fuckin radddd! then on saturday me and morgan went down to isu with joey v and janis and lauren and brax met us there and we partied all day and all night. i have too many good stories from this weekend but there too good for you assholes and if you really wanna know then you can just ask me and id love to share them with you sometime. but in the meantime i gotta get started on this fuckin paper!
life is good, you just gotta open up your eyes to see it. ya know?
later bitches