recollection
okie i'm supposed to do my aq but then i'm procrastinating hahah partly cuz i was youtubing joker videos earlier on...i think heath ledger's joker's extremely well-played and hwee leong's monologue of the why-so-serious part just made me very interested in the character that wowed me since like 2 weeks ago...and not say batman's acting was bad la, the whole movie was damn nice...and the soundtrack too
haven been doing anything productive the past two days cuz i was reacquainted with a sport called ping pong...which i wasn';t really keen on joining ihc at first since i din't even know which part of the storeroom my bat was rotting in..haha but luckily i managed to find it like 2 days before ihc and after wiping off the dust asked yande to give me a crash course on tuesday...and i found out i totally lost all my ji1ben3gong1, but fa1qiu2 still wasn't too bad to the idea was that if they chi1 my fa1qiu2 then eveyrthing will be alright if they jie1 then i just see what i can do la...ihc din turn out too bad in the end, and i thought it din matter whether we won or not la i just felt super happy seeing everybody from ritt, ex or present turning up, and catching up with them and crapping like we always did at trainings during ri... i guess we just lacked jiaolian and we could start training and qing wa tiao, couldn't help but had to admit the sense of nostalgia after everything ended...missed peeps like yande zheng gareth shiyuan bob waisum tzewei and the many more familiar faces...competition wise i din really have any pressure for myself la just did what i could and wasn't expecting much since i must admit i TOTALLY gave up on tt and had a rather bad impression of it (the sport, certainly not the people!) and din even touch my bat or a ping pong ball for 2 years, so nvm the apparent expectations or pressure, i must say i really enjoyed myself throughout, and mt won hurray! gogo mt ftw
i kinda enjoy school these days, maybe cause i personally feel that class spirit is improving which is really nice and makes me wanna go to school more everyday! (:
shall stop having random thoughts on why some things are the way they are, and how education systems could be so blinded by a few sheets of paper that could be so bogus and superficial, that makes teenagers neglect life in search of that perfect report card and perhaps every second of cip and whatever miniscule detail to be vetted over and over again since future multinational companies may hire them and make them millionaires with a happy life based on those papers...see how impt those are! -.- i mean, i just feel the whole system is so superficial(sorry i cant really think of another word) that it's so disgusting, like erm...going through ur sgc over and over again and making sure u fully utilized the 1800 characters to show how well u've done and how good u are with ur language in praising yourself or something like that...it's just flawed imo
okie so now i think what's more important is to really enjoy the process and maybe i wun think like that...so i'll try to enjoy the process of studying for prelims and a's, and studying not to satisfy and fit into whatever systems or just because everybody's doing the same...but for the knowledge to see everything in a better way... it's for enrichment rather than ’做作 achievement and credentials if u get what i mean, then it makes studying meaningful and fun in some way...but of course it doesn't take away the reason to still want to doze off in the library :D
positivity! :)
haven been doing anything productive the past two days cuz i was reacquainted with a sport called ping pong...which i wasn';t really keen on joining ihc at first since i din't even know which part of the storeroom my bat was rotting in..haha but luckily i managed to find it like 2 days before ihc and after wiping off the dust asked yande to give me a crash course on tuesday...and i found out i totally lost all my ji1ben3gong1, but fa1qiu2 still wasn't too bad to the idea was that if they chi1 my fa1qiu2 then eveyrthing will be alright if they jie1 then i just see what i can do la...ihc din turn out too bad in the end, and i thought it din matter whether we won or not la i just felt super happy seeing everybody from ritt, ex or present turning up, and catching up with them and crapping like we always did at trainings during ri... i guess we just lacked jiaolian and we could start training and qing wa tiao, couldn't help but had to admit the sense of nostalgia after everything ended...missed peeps like yande zheng gareth shiyuan bob waisum tzewei and the many more familiar faces...competition wise i din really have any pressure for myself la just did what i could and wasn't expecting much since i must admit i TOTALLY gave up on tt and had a rather bad impression of it (the sport, certainly not the people!) and din even touch my bat or a ping pong ball for 2 years, so nvm the apparent expectations or pressure, i must say i really enjoyed myself throughout, and mt won hurray! gogo mt ftw
i kinda enjoy school these days, maybe cause i personally feel that class spirit is improving which is really nice and makes me wanna go to school more everyday! (:
shall stop having random thoughts on why some things are the way they are, and how education systems could be so blinded by a few sheets of paper that could be so bogus and superficial, that makes teenagers neglect life in search of that perfect report card and perhaps every second of cip and whatever miniscule detail to be vetted over and over again since future multinational companies may hire them and make them millionaires with a happy life based on those papers...see how impt those are! -.- i mean, i just feel the whole system is so superficial(sorry i cant really think of another word) that it's so disgusting, like erm...going through ur sgc over and over again and making sure u fully utilized the 1800 characters to show how well u've done and how good u are with ur language in praising yourself or something like that...it's just flawed imo
okie so now i think what's more important is to really enjoy the process and maybe i wun think like that...so i'll try to enjoy the process of studying for prelims and a's, and studying not to satisfy and fit into whatever systems or just because everybody's doing the same...but for the knowledge to see everything in a better way... it's for enrichment rather than ’做作 achievement and credentials if u get what i mean, then it makes studying meaningful and fun in some way...but of course it doesn't take away the reason to still want to doze off in the library :D
positivity! :)