Aug 19, 2008 17:53
Good:
-I won't be sick for too much longer.
-Mike is home.
-School is starting. (The only reason I see this as a good thing is: I'll be busy.)
-I don't seem as stressed out anymore.
-I'm not caring much about hardly anything.
Bad:
-I'm still sick.
-School is starting. (it's a both good and bad thing)
-Boys are so confusing.
People are dumb. They can't make up their minds about anything. But then again, I am one of those people. I procrastinate too much.
I'm going to just work on myself and do the things I need to do for a while.
I'm going to do the things I want to do and the things I need to do.
I don't understand what people want from me or what they are expecting or looking for in me. I'm just a normal person like the rest of the world. BLAAAAH.
I'm sick of people expecting too much from me; to fix everyones problems, to be there for everyone, to always be happy and not frown. Everyone is the same. We all need to let our emotions out and to act and say what we feel. I can't always smile when I'm not happy. I can only do it for so long.
I feel like I'm just being used for so many things. Like people really don't appreciate what I do for them.
Whatever. I'm going to go. Enough bitching for now.