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Ah having a mental day > a hate everyone day. ARGH! Hate these days but everyones driving me crazy.
Had a bit of a mental night to be fair... laid in my mate Dave's arms from 11pm til 1am, when I woke up he was squeezing me close and breathing in the smell of my hair. It was intense and now when I think about him, my stomach tights up; like it's in knots. When I hugged him goodbye his heartbeat was thumping so loudly I could feel it in my chest.
Now I'm all... weird. But it feels ok, it feels, correct, normal... like we just naturally fit together. We'll see. Maybe it'll lead to something more. My stomachs knotting up again.
Had a bit of a mental night to be fair... laid in my mate Dave's arms from 11pm til 1am, when I woke up he was squeezing me close and breathing in the smell of my hair. It was intense and now when I think about him, my stomach tights up; like it's in knots. When I hugged him goodbye his heartbeat was thumping so loudly I could feel it in my chest.
Now I'm all... weird. But it feels ok, it feels, correct, normal... like we just naturally fit together. We'll see. Maybe it'll lead to something more. My stomachs knotting up again.