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[begorum]

I think I'm insane. All day I've just laid on the floor in my mate toni's bedroom while she slept and thought about how to make myself die. I haven't done any work. I'll never kill myself but I keep thinking about it and about harming myself, it's a nightmare.

I actually think I'm having a breakdown. Can't wait to see you guys, spesh my sean

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[i_died_again]

When are you back? I'm worried about you & I really miss you.

I know how you feel. I don't know how to explain it, but it'll be okay as long as you continue thinking. There are places in the the mind that defy any rational explanation and you can find yourself inhabiting these places for longer than you'd like. They can be wonderful or nightmarish, but you always come back. I don't know, I think I'd have to talk to explain myself properly, or not. My head's not particularly wound on very well right now anyway.

I have ordered your christmas presents & I'm hoping that they might help you out. They sure have done something to me that's nothing but good.