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Yesterday she was high & didn't want me to know, so she sat somewhere far away for a very long time deciding what to do, & by the time she went back to find me, I was gone.
She called me & broke up with me because she doesn't think she deserves me. That's what she said. She doesn't think she deserves the power to make me either really depressed or really happy. And when she's high she feels tempted to lie to me about it, & she doesn't want to lie to me.
I burst into tears after. It was amicable, & we're still friends, but I cried. I've never had someone Break Up With Me before.
Everything is... gone.
She called me & broke up with me because she doesn't think she deserves me. That's what she said. She doesn't think she deserves the power to make me either really depressed or really happy. And when she's high she feels tempted to lie to me about it, & she doesn't want to lie to me.
I burst into tears after. It was amicable, & we're still friends, but I cried. I've never had someone Break Up With Me before.
Everything is... gone.