Just thinking...
Does it mean anything that I am, for the most part, only attracted to effeminate men and masculine women?
There are exceptions, of course, but...
Hmm.
Last week I wrote 2 new songs. Before that, I hadn't written anything new since January. I've been inspired mainly by watching videos of acoustic performances by Tegan and Sara. I love the idea of being able to pick up a guitar and play something amazing, no matter where you are. A piano doesn't offer that organic feeling. You can't pack a piano in the trunk of your car. I feel more like me when I'm on guitar, in some ways. I guess that means I've got to practice a lot more, until I get to be good enough at it that it feels easier.
Having a lot of fun working on
ReSpektOnline. I'm very interested in the web medium (who isn't these days?) and this is giving me an opportunity to explore it and see if I'd be interested in it full-time. Not sure yet. It's great to do something for the greater good of a community I love being a part of.
I was complaining to Mishi about how she had this girl who she's having happy romantic drama with at the moment, and I don't like anyone in that way. (I don't know why I complain. It's not like it's any more fun to like someone, but whatever. Grass is always greener.) She said, "If you want to like someone, you will." She was right and now I'm in the midst of a crazy crush that is melting my connective tissues. Yay... um.