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[beginswithakiss]

know what i hate? i hate waiting for something i desperatly want. i hate feeling all anxious until i get it. sometimes the anticipation is the best part. proms are a good example of a good anticipation. you can relish it. but times like these im just restless and irritable till i get what i want. i think the difference is knowing youll get it or not. if you know for sure youll get it in the end you can enjoy the build up, but if you arent sure if youre going to get it you just get anxious about it cuz you want it SO bad and cant stand the thought that you might not get it so you hate the rest of the day trying to make it work out so you can reach your goal.

basically, im silly.

happy new years =D