carve my heart out....

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unfucking believeable. and to think i was gona post a great happy post today. had a wonderful day, to have it all ruined in 2 mintues. i just dont know what to do now. i feel empty, crushed, dead. i wish i hadnt fallen the way i did. but i guess, with some people it just happens.

i feel like throwing up...