The fear associated with growth and change
Comfort, that's always been a huge issue for me, or the lack there of I should say. For as long as I can remember, the vast majority of my days have been ruled by fear. Fear of what other people think of me. A fear of rejection.
Now I've spent the last few years trying my best to face my fears and I suppose....this is really the last of them isn't it? The fear of what people think of me. Sad to say, the fear of what my wife Rach, thinks of me. Of my thoughts, feelings, emotions ect. I know that sounds silly. I don't have anything to hide but...most of my life I've always felt as though I had to keep things from people. I don't know why exactly, I just have.
I need to change that though. It's one of the few steps I have left on my journy into adulthood.
Now I've spent the last few years trying my best to face my fears and I suppose....this is really the last of them isn't it? The fear of what people think of me. Sad to say, the fear of what my wife Rach, thinks of me. Of my thoughts, feelings, emotions ect. I know that sounds silly. I don't have anything to hide but...most of my life I've always felt as though I had to keep things from people. I don't know why exactly, I just have.
I need to change that though. It's one of the few steps I have left on my journy into adulthood.