pillows mistaken for giant marshmellows
It's a long term suicide plan
I'm slowly killing myself every day
All the benefits of self-mutilation without the permanency of immediacy
It's that rush of adrenaline you get just before you hit the telephone pole
your 'spider sense'
that's what i feel
its all the same... the monotony is relentless
but excitement is horrifying
contentment is something that would be nice
but i mistake my apathy for just that
undeniably you have stopped reading by now
just another poser attempting at a poetic reality to explain his less than poetic life
and the quicker you help me realize this the more eagerly i will anticipate my potential conclusions
I'm slowly killing myself every day
All the benefits of self-mutilation without the permanency of immediacy
It's that rush of adrenaline you get just before you hit the telephone pole
your 'spider sense'
that's what i feel
its all the same... the monotony is relentless
but excitement is horrifying
contentment is something that would be nice
but i mistake my apathy for just that
undeniably you have stopped reading by now
just another poser attempting at a poetic reality to explain his less than poetic life
and the quicker you help me realize this the more eagerly i will anticipate my potential conclusions